Tuesday, 27 May 2008

Month of May, Movies, and Mayhem...

One habit of mine provides me with the much needed energy and enthusiasm to carry on in this world is the movie watching habit. I never miss a chance to watch a good movie. My movie watching habit is little in-depth and peculiar. After watching a movie I always make it a habit to do some research about the movie. I mainly depend on the Internet and that too, Wikepedia and Rotten tomatoes to satisfy my thirst for trivia on movies.
This month I have seen seven movies so far and most of them are infamous for their content and style. I watched two movies of Alfred Hitchcock, one from Stephen King, a documentary on Iraq and finally some other movies which really made me tense...
As I was signing in to post this blog I also came across a blog which seems to specialize in horror movies – see it for yourself at – http://www.finalgirl.blogspot.com/
Now to return to my world of movies and mayhem in the month of May, I will start with the Hitchcockian classics – Notorious and Rear Window. There was a hidden agenda when I bought these DVD’s. The first one had Ingrid Bergman in the lead. I was still under the influence of Casablanca where she had cast a scenic magic spell on me. So there were no second thoughts about this one. The second one had Grace Kelly in the lead. I have read the bio on her by James Spada and was waiting to watch her on the silver screen. So these two movies found their place in my movie kitty.


Stephen King is one of my fav authors and I have also enjoyed some of his screenplays – like Shawshank Redemption and The Green Mile. The Mist is a movie adaption of his short story which had the same name. It’s a tale of a group of shoppers who are caught in a store. They cannot come out since the whole area is engulfed by mist which contains you-name-it –you- have – it-kind of monsters/creatures


I also got a chance to watch a documentary which showcased the failed plans of the US government in Iraq. No End in Sight examines the real cause for this failure and does it in a systematic way. A well documented documentary.


Talking about documenting takes me into the next movie which was really good coz it gripped me in a way that even today as I prepare the effect remains. Cloverfield is a movie shot using a handy cam and it shows (documents) the life of five friends and a monster which attacks their city. The whole movie is told from the point of the camera which I think is the back bone of the movie.

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Activities of a Lifetime...

I began my teaching career without any pre-conceived ideas or notions. I was not influenced by Paulo Freire , Frank Mc Court or any other legendary practitioners of the art. I just started flowing like water all these years I have flowed in and flowed out through four different campuses. In all these four places my teaching life was filled with passion and energy. It started in Loyola in the year, 2001 and it continues till date.
Maybe it all started when I was a child, walking through the streets of Calicut. I made easy and quick rapport with people. Some of them were short lived and others exist even today. My parents were not quite happy with this tendency of mine. They like all other parents reprimanded me with the words of caution – NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS. My extra-gelling habit always became handy in my teachers profession. The only thing is that it sometimes it went beyond the limits and has led to many bad situations. The one involving the Rajasthan Episode and the other one involving the College Road remains stale and rotten in my memory.

At Loyola it was just the beginning… starting with newsletters me and student friends embarked on a journey beyond the classrooms. I really got the kick out of all these activities. As I write this blog, I am still counting the number of activities that I did in Loyola. If I arrange them first it was the class newsletters, then came the inter-class presentations, a lovely exhibition on world religion, the audio CD titled ADI, then the multimedia presentation titled – THE POWER OF ONE, audio-visual presentation based on Dominique Lapierre’s book – It was Five Past Midnight in Bhopal. All these projects were done through sheer team work and co-operation from my students.

When I came to MCC, it was time for action once again. Started with class newsletters and then into forming a club titled- Circle of Lightz. Under the aegis of this club, I did my first theater experiment based on the Diaries of Anne Frank. The play was titled as – Man – An Awakening. After two performances, one in the campus and the other one in Chennai city, the play and the crew became tired. The second theatrical presentation was based on Macbeth. Personally I liked this one because it was a small group and it was me who sponsored the whole project.

Then Libya happened. I felt little suffocated there. Conservative society. I cannot really blame them, I was a misfit there. Even though the situations were adverse I managed to bring out a newsletter titled – Humane writings… I think it was the newsletter that was published in the history of that university
Coming back to India, once again I plunged into action. Many of the projects are still in its formative stages. I will mention only one project which was completed – that’s the lab journal titled – CLL (Creations of Language Lab). Other projects are in the pipeline.


Monday, 19 May 2008

Divasvapna - Stage adaptation...

Music fades in (Enya – A Day without Rain)
SCENE ONE:
The stage is empty.
Gijubhai enters from the left, he is dressed in Kurta and is got some books in his hand and is wearing a glass. He is in deep thought and is walking up and down the stage. Sometimes he stands in the center of the stage and writes down something in a frantic way. He faces the audience and says…
I believe that education is not about text books and writing exams…
For me education is a system where the student gets a chance to learn by participating and involving himself in a creative way…
I had read and thought about this kind of a system in a great deal, but I have no practical experience. Only then, I thought, would my ideas get shape and form; only then would they mature Time has come for me to act… Tomorrow I will meet the Education Officer and talk to him about my dream…

He walks out of the stage:

SCENE TWO
On the stage there is a table and chair and the Education Officer is seated, he is doing some paper work on his table, books and files are scattered.
Gijubhai enters from the left.

GB: Good morning sir.
EO: (looking up from his work) Morning
GB: Sir, I need your help.
EO: What Help?
GB: I need a classroom in the local school to conduct my experiments in education.
EO: What? Experiments in a classroom? This is the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life?
GB: Maybe it is funny; I am fully prepared to take up the challenge. I have complete confidence in myself.
EO: It is not as easy as you think; It is not like writing an article. You are going to face real problems. Hope you are aware of that.
GB: I am sure that with your support and blessing, I will be able to achieve success.
EO: Ok, then…All the best Mr. Gijubhai… here are the text books that you have to teach
for this academic year.

Gijubhai walks to the left and stands facing the audience. He holds the text book in one of hands and smiles... (In a sarcastic way)

SCENE THREE:
Music fades in (Ishaans Theme)

Gijubhai is seated on the floor, he is surrounded by books and papers, in his hand he has got a writing pad he is busily preparing notes, reading books and scratching his head. He is so focussed that he doesn’t mind the passage of time
(To show the passage of time, the narrator/somebody else walk up, down the stage with a clock in his hand it will start with 10pm, 11pm , 12midnight, 1pm, and then finally ) after some time he starts falling asleep. He finally surrenders to sleep and lies on the floor…
(Music fades out)

SCENE FOUR:

Students on the floor, some are running around, some are throwing paper balls, some sleeping and some are fighting with each other. The bell rings, there is no reaction from the class; they are continuing what they were doing.
The teacher enters with a cane, and chewing paan. He looks at the class and shouts Silence – You idiots…Silence…
No response from the students – they are still the same…
Silence – you morons… there is still no reaction…
Teacher sits on the chair and throws the books on the floor after which he opens his paan box takes out a paan and puts it in his mouth. He yawns and settles himself to sleep seated on the chair. Students continue with their activities. Meanwhile, two students come forward, and look at the teacher walking around him. They try pulling his hair and moustache. The teacher suddenly gets up from the chair searching for the naughty ones. They both hide behind the chair. The bell rings, the students leaves the classroom. The teacher sits in the chair and continues to sleep... (not to be continued)

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

My World of Strategy Games

We would do anything to escape from the mundane (sometimes mediocre) existence called life. For some this exit happens through ‘colored water’ (some call it booze) for others it is through sucking on the fire at the tip of a cigar (holy smoke). Escapism later on can become an addiction. Maybe, IPL can be considered as the latest entry in this search for an escape route. Interestingly for me, my escape route has not changed for the past few years. For the past ten years I am hooked on to strategy games. When I was a ‘financial parasite’ (feeding on the money from my parents hard earned savings) I used to spend a colossal amount playing strategy games in internet cafés. Some café owners where magnanimous enough that they used to give me a concession as I was not online. The game which got me really hooked on was The Age of Empires and the series that followed like Age of Kings and Age of Kings – Expansion. I loved the game for its rich texture and animation. Earlier I didn’t have a strategy to play the game, but as I progressed through the game I started devising strategies to defeat my opponent. Similarly I used cheat codes to gather resources and to convert my units to destructive weapons. Cheat codes were so handy that, you played with a ‘sadistic confidence’. When I got my own PC, age of empires became a kind of obsession. If my memory is accurate, one night I played for 6 hours. The game itself is a result of much research and planning. Anybody who is curious to know about the history will find enough material here for a research paper. I have become – Attila the Hun, Joan of Arc, Barbarossa, El Cid, Saladin and I felt that I was fighting a real war in the real world. The fascinating part of the game is the CGI; the birds that fly cast their shadows on the terrain below. The monk with his scepter or staff, the paladin and the trebuchet – all add to the majestic nature of the game.

These days I have made some progress in the field of strategy games. I have started playing – The Rise of Nations. Another strategy game which has got more options and richness. The game begins in the Classical age and then progresses to Information age in which you can have a nuclear missile shield. It is again a fascinating game where you can learn about the new art of war. It also has got campaigns by Alexander the great, Napoleon and a campaign where you can take role of a nation and conquer the whole world.
Some other games which I have enjoyed are – Project IGI, Hitman, Medal of Honour, Corvette and NFS series.

Tuesday, 6 May 2008

Me, My Tales and the Olive Trees…

Foreword
My life in Libya was quite 'uneventful'. It is only after my return to India that I realized that how much of ‘Libyanism’ is within me. I had started writing this short story when I was living there. Once in India, the story became a kind of literary artifact, never explored, but the yearning to do so was there. So time just went by…and it is only after a gap of five months that I re-visited the story which is given below. This is only the beginning; hopefully I should be able to tell all the tales of the old man from the land of the Olive trees – Libya.
Me, My Tales and the Olive Trees…

I am an old man and I live in Tarhuna. The English word ‘old’ is too short to describe my age. I do not have any grudges against the English people or their language. If at all I should be angry, it should be against the Italians not the English. I was born here and all my life I have lived in this small town, surrounded by hills. I do not have much to do in this place except maybe wait for Death. If, you, my dear reader, had noticed a tinge of self-pity in my voice please note that it is not self-pity. It is the voice of a man who has experienced much, has realized much in his life. Old people quite often are misunderstood. Please forgive me if I am talking too much about myself. It is a long time since I have talked to somebody. I am grateful to this writer who made me the central character of this story. It is not that I do not want to talk to people. They simply they do not have the time to listen to me. After the death of my wife Fathima, Oh! She was my best friend and the angel sent for me from heaven. I stopped talking to people. I lead a life of a recluse and kept all my words and thoughts to myself. It was only when I met the writer who told me to share my life that I started to speak out. After the death of my wife I became more of a listener than a speaker. I really am thankful to God for providing me with two ears and two eyes so that I can listen more and see more. Whatever I heard and saw became a tale. I have always felt that the whole world is made up of tales and Tarhuna was not different. It had its storehouse of tales and here I am ready with my tales.

Interestingly the first tale is my own tale or rather it involves me. I do not want to start with the usual way of narrating the tale, i.e. Once upon a time there lived… whenever I listen or read something like this. I feel sad. I feel as if the story happened in a different time and space. I was not there. But, the tale that I am going to tell you is still alive; I mean the characters and the location. It is all around me and I see it every day. The characters are not fairy creatures and the place is not a fantasy land, so far away so unimaginable.

I am walking on the streets of Tarhuna. This place is very familiar but at the same time, these days, it has become strange and alien to me. As a boy, I used to run through these streets feeling the cool breeze against my skin. As a teenager I felt self-conscious and walked with a manly gait conscious of the presence of the blue-eyed ‘hoories’ around me. Now it was during one of these gay sauntering that I saw Fathima for the first time. From that moment she became part of my life and she made me spent sleepless, sweat-love filled nights, and finally led me to clasp her hands in marriage. My walks through these streets continued even after marriage. Fathima always had enjoyed walking and we made the townspeople raise their eyebrows as socially it was not a normal thing to do. Some of them even branded us as the ‘Walking Couple’. This habit of us continued, undisturbed, till the day when Fathima fainted and had to be taken to the house in a cart wheel. She was pregnant and soon gave birth to a child. A boy named Ibrahim, now I felt that Allah decided to make me happy and sad at the same moment. Fathima left me and Ibrahim was given to me.

I used to oscillate between these two feelings for a quite long time after that. Whenever I felt sad thinking about Fathima, Ibrahim would lift up my spirits and filled me with the re-assuring spirit to live once again. I am thankful to Allah for allowing me to draw only momentary inspiration from my son Ibrahim for I knew that he would not be there with me always. I like to compare to him to a wild horse that is just waiting for his time and space to surge forward, never to return.
Thus I walk the streets, alone, once again…
Now the reader should not feel that I have finished telling my story. I have taken enough liberties from the writer to say the tale the way I wanted it to be told.

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

The Barber Image in Popular Culture - Part Two

I think that the barber is an indispensable character in real life and in the domain of art. As I was doing some investigation into this indelible persona I came to know that SRK is all poised to don an important role in the movie - Billu Barber (which is a remake of the Mallu flick).
Now some trivia regarding the profession of a Barber -
A barber (from the Latin barba, "beard") is someone whose occupation is to cut any type of hair, give shaves, and trim beards. In previous times, barbers also performed surgery and dentistry .In more recent times, with the development of safety razors and the increasing rarity of beards, most barbers primarily cut hair. (Thank you ...Wikepedia for this trivia)
If I am to share my personal reflection on ‘this man with the sharp razor in his hand’, the first thing that pops into my mind is the face of Mr. Jeeva who has cut my hair since I became eligible for that act. He got his own salon which is a simple room. Normally it used to be crowded and customers are expected to wait. I remember as a child ( and even today) enjoying the act of waiting coz Jeeva used to subscribe to film magazines and I enjoyed reading them. Now things have changed he is got a TV installed in his shop along with a FM radio device. Jeeva himself has not changed much. He’s got that special knack of doing his job which makes most of his customers relaxed and unperturbed. Even today if I want a hair cut I make it point to sit under the watchful eyes and skilled hands of Jeeva. We both kind of developed a personal bond with each other. He used to talk about his family, how his son is not that interested in continuing the profession, about his old age and failing eye sight.
There is a trust that develops between the barber and his client. When you are subjected to a hair cut or shave you are both unarmed and helpless. The barber can do whatever he wants to physically wound you. Even the expression in English language which means – a close shave might have originated from this situation. But as the General in the story – Just Lather, That’s all says – " They told me that you'd kill me. I came to find out. But killing isn't easy. You can take my word for it.” . There are some barbers whom I have met who talk incessantly – I think they possess a tongue which is sharper than the knife which they are holding in their hand. I remember the one in Tarhuna (North Africa, Libya) who being of the fact that I cannot speak Arabic spoke a lot when he did the act of cutting and shaving. Hopefully a barber (demon barber) like Sweeny Todd (or like the demon barber in one of Sherlock Holmes mystery stories) should never surface on this planet earth.

Monday, 28 April 2008

April is the movie-est month..





April is the cruelest month according to T.S Eliot…
It is the month of regeneration according to Chaucer…
For me this was the month of movie fever when I watched new movies and re-watched some of my favourite movies. Most of the movies were in the 2008 Academy Awards rat race. I am fortunate to have discovered the ‘secret place’ in B’lore from where I was able to get all these movies. It is like a ‘cinema firdouse’ for me…
So for me april was the movie-est month...

Thursday, 24 April 2008

Book Talk Script - My Village, My Sacred Land....by Anna Hazare

The Presentation:
To know a fellow Indian, to know India, to know ourselves…
Over-populated cities (especially the 4 metros)
Displacement / Refuges in our own land.
MBA redefined/ to look at the other side/ to take the road less travelled.
Corporate culture/ becoming a dead fish when you are young/ world of pink slips.
Concept of rural management/ social entrepreneur/ social engineering/the ‘real’ people management.
The Book:
Number of pages – 143
Published on March, 2003
Translated from Marathi into English.
37 chapters
Front cover and back cover description.
Three quotable quotes on the inside front and back cover- (RS 1, 2, & 3)
What’s on the blurb?
Candid/ Authentic / Inspiring
The Making of the book (page # 9)

Anna Hazare - His Philosophy of life:
His early life – born Jan 15, 1940/education- seventh class/ flower business/ prosperity/bad company/ joined the army/aimlessness in life/suicide/1965-the bombing incident/ rebirth/retired from army/ returned to Ralegan Siddhi/model village.
Three major influences in his life –
§ Swami Vivekananda – ‘Call to the Youth for Nation Building’/ Suicide/Bachelor struggles.
§ Gandhiji – school grant & fasting/open grazing.
§ Achyutrao Patwardhan – removal of ego/ no ‘I’ or no ‘mine’ (RS 4)
Influence of Swami Vivekananda and other saints (RS 5, 6, 7)
Social work is a religious ritual in itself (RS 8)
The importance of sacrifice (RS 9)
The need to have a goal in your life (RS 10)
His message for the young generation (RS 11)

The Village:
It was – (RS 12)
It is - Starting with the re-building of the temple/ Watershed development/Restoring the green cover/Uprooting alcoholism/Milk production/Education for living/Removal of untouchability/Collective marriages/Gram Sabha/Village Birthday.

Today Anna has almost acquired the stature of a saint. He donated his land for the hostel building. He gives his pension money to the village fund. A confirmed bachelor, he lives in the village temple with a bare minimum of personal belongings. He eats simple food normally cooked for the hostel boys. This moral authority growing out of his selfless life has made him an unquestioned leader of the village.

Exercise
Creating your own ideal village
Writing a short and sensible message to Anna HazareThe Presentation:
To know a fellow Indian, to know India, to know ourselves…
Over-populated cities (especially the 4 metros)
Displacement / Refuges in our own land.
MBA redefined/ to look at the other side/ to take the road less travelled.
Corporate culture/ becoming a dead fish when you are young/ world of pink slips.
Concept of rural management/ social entrepreneur/ social engineering/the ‘real’ people management.
The Book:
Number of pages – 143
Published on March, 2003
Translated from Marathi into English.
37 chapters
Front cover and back cover description.
Three quotable quotes on the inside front and back cover- (RS 1, 2, & 3)
What’s on the blurb?
Candid/ Authentic / Inspiring
The Making of the book (page # 9)

Anna Hazare - His Philosophy of life:
His early life – born Jan 15, 1940/education- seventh class/ flower business/ prosperity/bad company/ joined the army/aimlessness in life/suicide/1965-the bombing incident/ rebirth/retired from army/ returned to Ralegan Siddhi/model village.
Three major influences in his life –
§ Swami Vivekananda – ‘Call to the Youth for Nation Building’/ Suicide/Bachelor struggles.
§ Gandhiji – school grant & fasting/open grazing.
§ Achyutrao Patwardhan – removal of ego/ no ‘I’ or no ‘mine’ (RS 4)
Influence of Swami Vivekananda and other saints (RS 5, 6, 7)
Social work is a religious ritual in itself (RS 8)
The importance of sacrifice (RS 9)
The need to have a goal in your life (RS 10)
His message for the young generation (RS 11)

The Village:
It was – (RS 12)
It is - Starting with the re-building of the temple/ Watershed development/Restoring the green cover/Uprooting alcoholism/Milk production/Education for living/Removal of untouchability/Collective marriages/Gram Sabha/Village Birthday.

Today Anna has almost acquired the stature of a saint. He donated his land for the hostel building. He gives his pension money to the village fund. A confirmed bachelor, he lives in the village temple with a bare minimum of personal belongings. He eats simple food normally cooked for the hostel boys. This moral authority growing out of his selfless life has made him an unquestioned leader of the village.

Exercise
Creating your own ideal village
Writing a short and sensible message to Anna Hazare

Monday, 21 April 2008

The Character of the Barber in the Popular Culture...

Characters in literature are inspired by real life people. Recently I have come across three artistic examples which has explored the role of the Barber as the central motif. One is a short story by a Latin American writer. The second one is the Malayalam movie – Katha Parayumbol starring Sreenivasan. The third one is the Hollywood production by Tim Burton with Johnny Depp in the lead – Sweeny Todd – The Demon barber of the Fleet Street. I will start this article by posting the text of the short story by Hernandez Tellez titled – Just Lather…That’s all… This is a two part blog. The first one presents you with the thesis and second one with the synthesis. I am trying to do an analysis of these three artistic representations of the role of a barber by adding some of personal reflections to that.

Now the short story...Just Lather, That's All...

Born and educated in Bogotá, Téllez entered very early the world of journalism with which he is primarily identified having been on the staff of some of Colombia's most popular newspapers and magazines. It was not until 1950 with the publication of his short-story collection Cenizas al viento, that his name became more widely known. His tragicomic tales evidence the keen and extremely sensitive observer of contemporary life and more particularly of the anguishing reality of his native country. (Translated by Donald A. Yates)

He said nothing when he entered. I was passing the best of my razors back and forth on a strop. When I recognized him I started to tremble. But he didn't notice. Hoping to conceal my emotion, I continued sharpening the razor. I tested it on the meat of my thumb, and then held it up to the light. At that moment be took off the bullet-studded belt that his gun holster dangled from. He hung it up on a wall hook and placed his military cap over it. Then be turned to me, loosening the knot of his tie, and said, "It's hot as bell. Give me a shave." He sat in the chair. I estimated be bad a four-day beard. The four days taken up by the latest expedition in search of our troops. His face seemed reddened, burned by the sun. Carefully, I began to prepare the soap. I cut off a few slices, dropped them into the cup, mixed in a bit of warm water, and began to stir with the brush. Immediately the foam began to rise. "The other boys in the group should have this much beard, too." I continued stirring the lather. "But we did all right, you know. We got the main ones. We brought back some dead, and we've got some others still alive. But pretty soon they'll all be dead." "How many did you catch?" I asked. "Fourteen. We had to go pretty deep into the woods to find them. But we'll get even. Not one of them comes out of this alive, not one." He leaned back on the chair when he saw me with the lather-covered brush in my hand. I still had to put the sheet on him. No doubt about it, I was upset. I took a sheet out of a drawer and knotted it around my customer's neck. He wouldn't stop talking. He probably thought I was in sympathy with his party. "The town must have learned a lesson from what we did the other day," he said. "Yes," I replied, securing the knot at the base of his dark, sweaty neck. "That was a fine show, eh?" "Very good," I answered, turning back for the brush. The man closed his eyes with a gesture of fatigue and sat waiting for the cool caress of the soap. I had never had him so close to me. The day he ordered the whole town to file into the patio of the school to see the four rebels hanging there, I came face to face with him for an instant. But the sight of the mutilated bodies kept me from noticing the face of the man who had directed it all, the face I was now about to take into my hands. It was not an unpleasant face, certainly. And the beard, which made him seem a bit older than he was, didn't suit him badly at all. His name was Torres. Captain Torres. A man of imagination, because who else would have thought of hanging the naked rebels and then holding target practice on certain parts of their bodies? I began to apply the first layer of soap. With his eyes closed, be continued. "Without any effort I could go straight to sleep," he said, "but there's plenty to do this afternoon." I stopped the lathering and asked with a feigned lack of interest: "A firing squad?" "Something like that, but a little slower." I got on with the job of lathering his beard. My bands started trembling again. The man could not possibly realize it, and this was in my favor. But I would have preferred that he hadn't come. It was likely that many of our faction had seen him enter. And an enemy under one's roof imposes certain conditions. I would be obliged to shave that beard like any other one, carefully, gently, like that of any customer, taking pains to see that no single pore emitted a drop of blood. Being careful to see that the little tufts of hair did not lead the blade astray. Seeing that his skin ended up clean, soft, and healthy, so that passing the back of my hand over it I couldn't feel a hair. Yes, I was secretly a rebel, but I was also a conscientious barber, and proud of the preciseness of my profession. And this four-days' growth of beard was a fitting challenge. I took the razor, opened up the two protective arms, exposed the blade and began the job, from one of the sideburns downward. The razor responded beautifully. His beard was inflexible and hard, not too long, but thick. Bit by bit the skin emerged. The razor rasped along, making its customary sound as fluffs of lather mixed with bits of hair gathered along the blade. I paused a moment to clean it, then took up the strop again to sharpen the razor, because I'm a barber who does things properly. The man, who had kept his eyes closed, opened them now, removed one of his hands from under the sheet, felt the spot on his face where the soap had been cleared off, and said, "Come to the school today at six o'clock." "The same thing as the other day?" I asked horrified. "It could be better," he replied. "What do you plan to do?" "I don't know yet. But we'll amuse ourselves." Once more he leaned back and closed his eyes. I approached him with the razor poised. "Do you plan to punish them all?" I ventured timidly. "All." The soap was drying on his face. I had to hurry. In the mirror I looked toward the street. It was the same as ever: the grocery store with two or three customers in it. Then I glanced at the clock: two-twenty in the afternoon. The razor continued on its downward stroke. Now from the other sideburn down. A thick, blue beard. He should have let it grow like some poets or priests do. It would suit him well. A lot of people wouldn't recognize him. Much to his benefit, I thought, as I attempted to cover the neck area smoothly. There, for sure, the razor had to be handled masterfully, since the hair, although softer, grew into little swirls. A curly beard. One of the tiny pores could be opened up and issue forth its pearl of blood. A good barber such as I prides himself on never allowing this to happen to a client. And this was a first-class client. How many of us had he ordered shot? How many of us had he ordered mutilated? It was better not to think about it. Torres did not know that I was his enemy. He did not know it nor did the rest. It was a secret shared by very few, precisely so that I could inform the revolutionaries of what Torres was doing in the town and of what he was planning each time he undertook a rebel-hunting excursion. So it was going to be very difficult to explain that I had him right in my hands and let him go peacefully -alive and shaved. The beard was now almost completely gone. He seemed younger, less burdened by years than when he had arrived. I suppose this always happens with men who visit barber shops. Under the stroke of my razor Torres was being rejuvenated-rejuvenated because I am a good barber, the best in the town, if I may say so. A little more lather here, under his chin, on his Adam's apple, on this big vein. How hot it is getting! Torres must be sweating as much as I. But he is not afraid. He is a calm man, who is not even thinking about what he is going to do with the prisoners this afternoon. On the other hand I, with this razor in my hands, stroking and re-stroking this skin, trying to keep blood from oozing from these pores, can't even think clearly. Damn him for coming, because I'm a revolutionary and not a murderer. And how easy it would be to kill him. And he deserves it. Does be? No! What the devil! No one deserves to have someone else make the sacrifice of becoming a murderer. What do you gain by it? Nothing. Others come along and still others, and the first ones kill the second ones and they the next ones and it goes on like this until everything is a sea of blood. I could cut this throat just so, zip! zip! I wouldn't give him time to complain and since he has his eyes closed he wouldn't see the glistening knife blade or my glistening eyes. But I'm trembling like a real murderer. Out of his neck a gush of blood would spout onto the sheet, on the chair, on my hands, on the floor. I would have to close the door. And the blood would keep inching along the floor, warm, ineradicable, uncontainable, until it reached the street, like a little scarlet stream. I'm sure that one solid stroke, one deep incision, would prevent any pain. He wouldn't suffer. But what would I do with the body? Where would I hide it? I would have to flee, leaving all I have behind, and take refuge far away, far, far away. But they would follow until they found me. "Captain Torres' murderer. He slit his throat while he was shaving him a coward." And then on the other side. "The avenger of us all. A name to remember. (And here they would mention my name.) He was the town barber. No one knew he was defending our cause." And what of all this? Murderer or hero? My destiny depends on the edge of this blade. I can turn my hand a bit more, press a little harder on the razor, and sink it in. The skin would give way like silk, like rubber, like the strop. There is nothing more tender than human skin and the blood is always there, ready to pour forth. A blade like this doesn't fail. It is my best. But I don't want to be a murderer, no sir. You came to me for a shave. And I perform my work honorably. . . . I don't want blood on my hands. Just lather, that's all. You are an executioner and I am only a barber. Each person has his own place in the scheme of things. That's right. His own place. Now his chin bad been stroked clean and smooth. The man sat up and looked into the mirror. He rubbed his hands over his skin and felt it fresh, like new. "Thanks," he said. He went to the hanger for his belt, pistol and cap. I must have been very pale; my shirt felt soaked. Torres finished adjusting the buckle, straightened his pistol in the holster and after automatically smoothing down his hair, he put on the cap. From his pants pocket be took out several coins to pay me for my services. And he began to bead toward the door. In the doorway he paused for a moment, and turning to me he said: "They told me that you'd kill me. I came to find out. But killing isn't easy. You can take my word for it.” And he headed on down the street.

Thursday, 17 April 2008

Over the Edge

Jumping over the verbal pledge.
Loose and free, shaking off the pleasant clutch.
The numbing cool free breeze hitting the fragmented visage.
Chopping off the dense and thick memory foliage.
Hands forgot the sense of having a grip.
Every molecule engaged in the effortless downward trip.
Bright and dark interspersed in this oceanic motion.
Thrown into the void are the verbal senses of friction and caution.
In the fall there is a rise and in that rise there is a fall.
The same sides of two different coins on a ledge.
and the coins too are going over the edge.....
(A short poem inspired by the song - Taking Chances by Celine Dion)

Tuesday, 15 April 2008

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Review

For the past few months, reading has become a rare occurrence. I am engaged in teaching, playing strategy games, cooking, sleeping and the last ‘ing’ form that I do is reading. Maybe I have become more selective in my reading. I don’t read to flaunt, I don’t read to talk about what I have read, but I read for personal gratification. So last week when I had visited ‘Amchi Mumbai’ I purchased two books – the first one (The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time), I have finished reading and I am all set to prepare a review of the same. The book was lying there in a corner at Depot Mall near Santa Cruz and I regard myself lucky to possess this book. It is like adding one richer feather to my collection of ‘wordy feathers’ at Home. The second one is ‘Once upon a Time zone’ by Neelesh Mishra. Again a specimen of cross cultural writing. I have not laid my hands on the book, but will do soon.

The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time is authored by Mark Haddon. The words which really got me hooked on to the book were printed in the back cover (Blurb) – “Christopher John Francis Boone knows all the countries of the world and their capitals and every prime number up to 7,057. He relates well to animals but has no understanding of human emotions. He cannot stand to be touched. And he detests the color of Yellow”. I liked the author because he is doing something which I really wanted to in my life – He teaches Creative Writing. Also as ‘a young man Haddon worked with autistic individuals’

The story is about Christopher who plays the detective (inspired by Sherlock Holmes) to solve the ‘murder’ (or shall we call it dogicide) of the poodle Wellington (inspired by The Hound of the Baskervilles). He is a persistent detective and the moment he finds out who killed Wellington the story takes a different turn. When Christopher realizes that his dad was the one…oops (I know that it is a spoiler…anyway who cares) he decides to leave for London to stay with his mom. The narrative ends with Christopher getting ready for the further A-level exams. That’s about the story.

Now reading this book was a different experience. First of all it dealt with a boy who has got a special ability. His world is different from ours and the author has truly done a marvelous task of making the reader empathize with the boy and his mind. It is so beautifully done that the words fails to recapture that feeling. I would like to quote one part of the book which talks about Christopher’s journey to London.
“And I looked out of the window and we were going past factories and scarp yards full of old cars and there were 4 caravans in a muddy field with 2 dogs and some clothes hanging up to dry. And outside the window it was like a map, except that it was in 3 dimensions and it was life-size because it was the thing it was a map of”

Hope one day you will befriend Christopher...

Saturday, 5 April 2008

Four types of Learners

Newspapers are agents of information. Sometimes there is too much of news that the supply is much more than the need. I wonder how much of a newspaper is actually consumed by the people. I have heard about a media house printing much more than the recquired amount just to stay ahead in the media research polls.

I have made it a point to consume little of the media. I think too much media will kill you. the only media which I am voraciously consuming these days are the Podcasts. I am sure that one day I will write about my podcasting experience. the words below are taken from the Hindu – India’s national newspaper. It was an eye-opener for me. I am sure that the article will help any teacher who is interested in the art of learning.

Four types of Learners:
Categorization of learning styles is one devised by Honey and Mumford who have further based their four categories of learners based on Kolb’s Learning style Model. Let’s begin with action. these are known as the ‘activists’. Activists like action and are enthusiastic individuals. they are eager to do tasks and activities. Games, and exercises excite the activist so the course for this type of learner will have to be action packed, with activities that involve direct interaction, games, discussions, competions and debate. Not everyone likes activity.

some like to sit back and reflect and hence are known as ‘reflectors’. the study shows that this kind of learning is the mater observer. they watch and collect data, analyse and then draw conclusions or reflect. they probably learn best from examples and by simply watching and listening to others.

A similar group would be the ‘theorist’. However the theorist may delve in greater detail on graphs, and diagrams.

After all the thinking, reflecting and theorizing, comes the ‘pragmatist’. this is the practical worker. He likes to see the practicality and the direct end result of everything hence this kind of learner., likes to learn new techniques and applications and try them out to see their usability. He isn’t fond of discussion and debate, but would rather see examples, case studies and their conclusions.
Courtsey
The Hindu
March 26, 2008
Uzma Hyder

Thursday, 3 April 2008

New Learning and the New Learners



Learning is a continuous process but learners will cease to be learners after some time in their life. I am a teacher for the past nine years of my life. Teaching is other side of the coin called my life. Classrooms are my dreamscape. Like prostitution teaching is one of the world’s oldest professions. Both the professions have helped mankind to remain sane without losing the grip over logic. Maybe these days the borders that separate them are slowly melting away.

I do not want to be rude or sarcastic. I am still a teacher who believes that education is well done when it is made self-driven. Self learning is the best learning- goes the old saying. Like the self-made business man played by Daniel Day Lewis’s in the movie – ‘There will be Blood’ – it is healthier for a learner to become a self-seeker. The more he depends on his teachers the less he will use his innate skills and talents. Every teacher wants to play TZP Aamir Khan in real life pulling the child out of his cocoon. It is always good to give it a try but even a teacher has got his limits. He cannot be pushed hard. He is fully human and fully alive.

Students today seem to run after many things, they are so worried about the future; their perspective on campus life has changed. The most alarming thing about them is that they have lost the courage to stand alone. They have become highly dependant on others for ideas, opinions, and information (not knowledge). I have my strong feelings against these dependent characters. I am aware that I cannot demand that my students behave exactly the way I want them to behave. The only thing that I demand from them is that they should think and act for themselves.

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

The Meaning of Home

Home is the place to be, they say. I remember Prof Ganesh from MCC defining Home as an emotional space compared to house which is a physical one. I have always wondered about this word – HOME. Is this place we call home a fixed point on this planet? Is it just a geographical location? Is it more to do with sense of being somewhere? I, a person who left home ten years back got enough experience to explore the true meaning of the word. I have lived two years in hostel which was supposed to be the place I am to undergo a bout of home-sickness. After some months of stay at Loyola hostel, I used to feel sick with home. Loyola Hostel was described by the Jesuit fathers as Home away from Home. It was indeed one when it came to food and academic life. I and my friends felt at home in the mess where we used to hog with a competitive attitude. I remember the day when I twisted my ankle while coming down the stair case and how the mess manager Mr Kasper took care of me. When it came to strictness – Loyola hostel was infamous, No wonder they used to call us as the slaves of Loyola.
Then I came out of the hostel life and became part of the Hall culture at MCC. Nothing much to say about that part of my life.
Today as I read the news about the Tibetan exiles fighting for their homeland, I feel little worried. Tibet is their Home. They seem to have forgotten the underlying rules of their homeland when they started their recent fights against the Chinese Government. In the movie Seven Years in Tibet, Lhasa is described as the Home of the Dalai Lama. He is the spiritual and social leader for the Tibetans. He represents the Non-violent and Buddhist tradition which has shaped the Tibetan way of life.
Home also has got a connotation of Death. In the movie Gladiator, Russell Crowe frequently talks about his home – a place where his wife and child is waiting for him. It is not on this planet. It is somewhere in the heavens, beyond this mundane existence.
Sarabjit wants to return home. His daughters and wife are waiting for him. I have felt the value of home when I stayed outside India for one year. I think it is not the place that is important; it is a kind of feeling which is highly fragmented. I came back and I had dosai after a gap on 12 months I experienced that feeling. When I got into the train that will take me home I felt that I was moving towards a familiar place. So it is not just the physical space that we call as home but it also any feeling with which you are comfortable with. Some people feel they are at home with other people. I guess that’s how love happens when somebody feels comfortable with somebody else.

People are worried about their homes
In their mind it creates many familiar forms
A journey and a destination without a pause
I am sure about the end of all these farce

Tuesday, 1 April 2008

My Copy for the College Brochure - i enjoyed creating it...

Sri Siddhartha Center for Media Studies (SSCMS) started its academic journey on April, 12-2-2000. The center is founded in line with the original educational vision of the SSES group of Institutions, i.e. to impart quality education to every section of the society irrespective of cast, creed, and region. Situated in the sylvan campus of SSIT in XXXX , SSCMS is the right academic place for YOU to grow and to become a seasoned media professional. Within a few years of its establishment SSCMS has evolved into a top-notch media school by applying technology in an innovative and creative way on human minds having a flair for the media.
We offer YOU an excellent learning atmosphere which includes a well-stocked central library, a state of the art multimedia lab with 20 Apple I Mac systems; a CALT (Computer Assisted Language Training) based Language Lab, a modern Television Studio, and a full-fledged Community Radio Station.
YOU will also be assisted, guided and trained by our committed faculty in the different aspects of Print media, Electronic media, Multimedia, and Web Journalism. SSCMS is a Wi-Fi enabled campus with an uninterrupted Internet connectivity which will make your learning a borderless experience.

At SSCMS learning is a participative and an interactive activity. YOU will be part of group discussions, seminars, producing lab journals and workshops. Academic life in SSCMS is a convergence of curricular, co-curricular and extra-curricular activities.

Courses offered: (Brown, Comic sans Font 12)

SSCMS offers two academic programs at the post graduate level which almost covers the whole gamut of media studies.

MS Communication:
This programme is designed for graduates who wish to follow a career in Journalism. YOU will be given specialized training in reporting, editing, and other aspects of Print Journalism coupled with a workable knowledge of TV, Radio, and Online Journalism. The course is equivalent to MA in Journalism and Mass Communication which is offered in most of the Universities. You will be trained in the art of newspaper making which includes designing the layout and positioning using Corel Draw and Adobe Page Maker. MS Communication is a tetra semester program which covers the following topics…

· Media Research
· Video Editing Techniques
· Film Communication
· Corporate Communication

M.sc Electronic Media: (Brown, Comic sans Font 12)
This two year course prepares YOU to build a career in Television and Radio Journalism. The tetra semester programme will also cover various multimedia skills which includes Animation and Graphic designing employing software’s like Adobe Photoshop, 3D Max, Final Cut Pro and Adobe Premier.

Eligibility:
Any good bachelor degree from a recognised institution with a minimum of 50% mark.
A relaxation of 5% marks given to students belonging to SC/ST and Category I.

Post SSCMS Scenario:
Based on your academic score and personal skills you will get immediate placements in any regional and national newspapers or magazines. You can also be part of any TV channels or Radio channels.

Wednesday, 26 March 2008

Well-shaped Rubies from my Little Real Journal

It is an interesting fact to note that I am getting a chance to comment on my real world journal through this online journal. Maybe this is one of the pleasures I receive from blogging. I am kind of inspired to do this act of writing. I just returned from a creative writing class and I also read an interview with Jumpa Lahiri in which she discusses her writing style and her new collection of short stories titled –‘Unaccustomed Earth’.
So here I am to give you the best quotes that I have recorded in my real world diary.
The first one is from Deepak Chopra – The spirituo-management guru. The article appeared in TOI. I really enjoy reading the Sunday magazine of TOI for its colorful images and the spiritual corner.
You and I are infinite choice makers in every moment of our existence we are in that field of all possibilities where we have access to an infinity of choices. Some of these choices are made consciously, while others are made unconsciously. But the best way to understand and maximize the use of Karmic law is to become consciously aware of the choices we make in every moment’.
The next one is from Anne Frank…I almost forgot Anne (The other - I am trying to forget). She helped to discover the theater element in me. This one is from her book titled – Tales from the Secret Annex. The writing is titled as – ‘Why’
The saying “You must ask in order to know is true in so far as it leads to thinking about things, and by thinking nobody can never get worse but will only get better”
The third one is from Osho. I used to read Osho Times when I lived in Chennai. These days I practice what I have learned from him.
Associate your happiness with your own self. You are sitting unoccupied under a tree. Be happy. It will seem difficult how to be happy when there are no reasons for being happy. We usually become happy for some reason a friend is approaching, so you are happy. Happiness without any reason is masti, ecstasy. There is no visible cause for the happiness; one is just rejoicing in something from within’.

Tuesday, 25 March 2008

The Mountain - Louise Gluck

It was an accidental discovery. Thanks to Swaroop sir for pin pointing this particular poem in the bulky volume titled (1600 pages) – Elements of Literature. The poem is written by Louise Glϋck (I didn’t get much information about the poet except for another poem of hers which was there in www. livejournal .com. Anyway, one day, I will read more about her. The poem is a treat to all those good souls who like literature. It has little bit about Teaching and something about Life.


My students looked at me expectantly
I explain to them that the life of art is a life
of endless labour. Their expressions
hardly change; they need to know
a little more about endless labour
So I tell them the story of Sisyphus,
how he was doomed to push
a rock up a mountain, knowing nothing
would come of this effort
but that he would repeat it
indefinitely. I tell them
there is joy in this, in the artist’s life,
that one eludes
judgment and as I speak
I am secretly pushing a rock myself,
slyly pushing it up the steep
face of a mountain. Why do I lie
to these children? They aren’t listening,
they aren’t deceived, their fingers
tapping at the wooden desks –
So I retract
the myth; I tell them it occurs
in hell and that the artist lies
because he is obsessed with attainment
that he perceives the summit
as that place where he will live forever,
a place about to be
Transformed by his burden: with every breath,
I am standing at the top of the mountain.
Both my hands are free. And the rock has added
height to the mountain…

Monday, 24 March 2008

Gabriel Marquez on Journalists and Journalism - Part Two

Gabriel Marquez, the old timer in the profession feels that there is a gap between the human factor and the technology. The latter one is speeding forward leaving the former in a messy situation. The attempts made by the companies to acquire the latest gadgets and their slackness in training their staff about the know how about these modern tools. In his words ‘journalists are getting mired (trapped) in the labyrinth (confusion) created by technology as it hurtles forward’. Too much use of technology has impaired the human interactions for which newsrooms where once famous for. ‘Dehumansition is spreading at an alarming pace’. In order to illustrate the point he uses the example of the voice recorder – He says that ‘the recorder hears but does not listen’. He calls it – ‘the electronic parrot’.
All through his article Marques stresses the importance of human factor. This is applicable when you write and also when you collect the information for your writing. He says that the ideal journalist will always try to ‘touch the heart of the readers’. An ideal journalist will avoid the voice recorder and use the ‘modest note book’ instead. Marques remarks that the ‘voice recorder does not have a ‘heart’. He will depend on his ‘intelligence to assess the source of the news and judge them based on his ethical standards’. Marquez feels that one way to develop this human factor is to give importance to the humanities programmes in the universities.
According to Gabriel Garcia Marquez, academic schools fail to build three factors which are essential for any journalist to survive in the media profession.
Priority should be given to aptitude and vocation.
The academic environment should be research oriented.
Ethical standards should be set.
Marquez concludes his article by saying that journalism is all about facing the reality of life. A journalist should enjoy his art and ecstasy involved in breaking the news. He should be equipped to face the failures and the happiness that is part of the profession. He also reminds that the journalist should not experience a sense of finality, because he is always on the job without experiencing a ‘moment of peace’

Saturday, 22 March 2008

Gabriel Marquez on Journalists and Journalism: Part One

Gabriel Garcia Marquez is a Colombian born Nobel Prize awarded writer and journalist. He shares his thoughts on the world’s best profession i.e. Journalism in this article which appeared in the Outlook Magazine anniversary issue. Garcia Marquez is one of Latin America's most recognized writers. Although he has written many acclaimed non-fiction and short stories, he is most well-known for his novels, such as One Hundred Years of Solitude, 1967and Love in the Time of Cholera, 1985. He has achieved both significant critical acclaim and widespread commercial success, most notably for introducing what has been labeled as magical realism to the literary world. He is thus considered one of the greatest authors of the 20th century. (Courtesy – Microsoft Encarta -2006).
In this article Marquez discusses the profession of journalism as it existed 15 years back. His ideas may look little out dated but they still are the cornerstones of the profession. Anyone who is curious to know the early stages of journalism will find it here in this article. The writer is juxtaposing the past with that of the present. There is a bit of nostalgia for the early practices of the profession. He ends his article by discussing the advent of technology and how it has influenced journalism in a negative way.

Marquez uses different epithets to describe journalism and journalists. Journalism is described as a craft which means that it should be handled carefully. The word also gives journalism the status of a creative enterprise. He fondly recollects the working atmosphere that existed earlier in the news rooms. He calls it as a ‘collaborative atmosphere’. Journalists worked in tight knit groups which enabled them to work in a more participative way. The kind of energy they had is described as ‘fanatical’. Today he compares news rooms to aseptic (protected) labs where people work hard in isolation.
During that time journalism fell into three categories – News, Features stories and Editorials. The editorial was given the highest importance as it needed lots of pruning and deliberations. Reporter’s job was regarded as something inferior. Marques make an auto-biographical comment here referring to the days when he worked as a journalist for a Colombian newspaper. He started his life as the member of the editorial staff. Through his hard work, he was able to work in different sections of the newspaper and finally he became a ‘plain old reporter’.
Marquez stress the importance of having a broad cultural back ground and extensive reading will help you in procuring this cultural background. Marques appreciate journalists who are self-taught since they are avid and quick learners. He is of the opinion that a school certificate is not necessary to become a good journalist.
In spite of the training they receive at media schools, most of the students enter the profession with ‘obvious deficiencies’. They have serious problems with grammar and spelling and they do not have an instinctive grasp of the news material. They also have false notions about the ethics of the profession. They have a pre-conceived notion that journalism is all about secrets and getting the news using any means. When they realize that they are misfits, they start blaming their teachers for failing to instill in them the virtues they do not have. Marquez opines that one important virtue that all journalists should possess is the ‘curiosity for life itself’.
…To be continued…

Friday, 21 March 2008

Words of Ruskin Bond and Abba...

'My solitude is not my own, for,I see now how much it belongs to them and that I have a responsibility for it in their regard, not just in my own. It is because I am one with them that I owe it to them to be alone, and when I am alone they are not 'they' but my own self. There are no strangers'.
from 'Confessions of a Guilty Bystander'
Thomas Merton.
That man is the strongest who stands alone.

The things I do best are the those things I do on my own, alone, of my own accord, without the advice or approval of others. Once I start doing what other people tell me to do both my character and creativity take a dip. It is when I strike out on my own that I succeed best.

Be like water, be soft, and clear, it finds its way through over or under any obstacle. It does not quarrel, it simply moves on (Lao-Tzu quoted in the movie – 'Memoirs of Geisha')
Finding sense once again with ABBA...
"They say a restless body can hide a peaceful soul.A voyager, ad a settler, they both have a distant goal.If I explore the heavens, or if I search inside.Well, it really doesn't matter as long as I can tell myselfI've always tried."
Like a roller in the ocean, life is motion
Move on
Like a wind that's always blowing, life is flowing
Move on
Like the sunrise in the morning, life is dawning
Move on
How I treasure every minute
Being part of it, being in it
With the urge to move on
I've travelled every country, I've travelled in my mind
It seems we're on a journey, a trip through space and time
And somewhere lies the answer
To all the questions why
What really makes the difference
Between all dead and living things, the will to stay alive...

Thursday, 20 March 2008

Elegy On Dead Pet Animals...

Unda Kannan or the round eyed one passed away today. With a tinge of ceremony I buried him in the watery grave (toilet). He has left behind a legacy of silence. It seems as if he was trying to say something from his water world. He was elegant when he moved around in the limited square shaped world which I had provided him. I used to sit outside this world and look at his movements. He once had a partner. They both had filled my world with colors and animation. His partner left him some 3-4 months back.
(Entry dated – sometime in 2006 maybe in the month of February)


Quoted from Outlook magazine: Outlook magazine editor - Vinot Mehta on Funny
We’ve had bereavement in the family. Funny passed away a fortnight ago. Funny was one of the three stray dogs we had adopted. We called her funny because she had a crooked front leg, cauliflower ears, and when she ran she was a comic sight. I have never seen a dog so weary, loving, emaciated and slow. She had borne children, she had seen all there is to see; she seldom barked or pestered. She was supremely confident and supremely indifferent. Funny was stoic, patiently waiting to die. My wife and I fed her each morning and evening and the only time she perked up was when we approached her. She loved getting her stomach tickled, that was her sole pleasure in life.

Editor was extremely displeased at the attention we paid Funny. When it turned freezing cold, we would quietly sneak her in late at night was Editor was asleep. We made a bed for her, covered her with a blanket, and gave her some milk. She slept like a baby in the home she had ever known. In the morning Editor, having smelt her, would bark furiously. My wife would take her out and put her back on the road. She died of neglect. When we buried her close to Nizamuddin railway station, she looked completely at peace.
We miss Funny, for both of us life’s not the same without her.

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

A sensibly worded bookmark...

They say that we find happiness in the most unlikely places. The words below are quoted from a book mark which was there in my diary. These days I do not write in my diary because I have become a kind of a web junkie…anyway I am in the process of transferring the purple patches from my real world diary to the virtual journal. I find this exercise quite stimulating and challenging. So read on…
The three grand essentials of happiness are
Something to do
Someone to love
Something to hope for
One cannot run after happiness to find it, but seek to do good.
The day then will dawn full of expectation, the night will fall full of repose and this world will seem a very good place, and the world to come a better place still.

Seven tips to be happy...

  1. Never be Late
  2. Don't cheat
  3. Live simple
  4. Expect little
  5. Work more
  6. Always smile
  7. Help others.

To this list I will add my own list which may give you happiness...

Listen to music everyday in the morning. Listen to songs that you like,preferrably instrumental songs.

Watch movies...not the violent ones but the ones which has a good story, a good line up of actors.

Tuesday, 18 March 2008

For Matrimonial Purposes - Book review

A novel which was recommended to me by my Prof. It took some time for me to finish reading 'For Matrimonial Purposes'. It started off with a dull phase with the character of Anju in a wedding reception. Then the story becomes fast paced with entry of Puran, the man from Madrid, and other prospective bridegrooms. The story ends with Anju wedded to Rohan. The book calls for an effortless reading. It is well-structured and the theme of matrimony is handled well. I would not be surprised if there is a movie version based on this book.
The book cover is done in a very elegant manner and the catch line – Would you let your mother choose your husband? is an interesting one and will get some readers hooked on to the book.
I enjoyed the special episode which Anju had with Jeff. I strongly feel that the author has spent some extra time creating the encounters between them, because it has got a special touch.

The book is another instance of the so called cross-cultural writing. An Indian looking with a sense of awe at the cauldron of Indianism from America. Maybe it is not as funny as the Inscrutable American but it is a good attempt. It will inspire all those people who want to write a line or two based on their cross-cultural experience.


The Human and the Being

The world is changing fast and I am just a conscious witness to it. It is an easy thing to do when you know that’s the only thing you can do. Reading, listening and watching news with a disinterested interest. Sarbjith is going to get hanged; Shivani’s murderer is roaming on the streets of India, 50 Iraqis got killed, Tibetan’s are protesting all over the world even in New York. They are spilling their own blood in their own land – Lhasa. There are n number of human rights activists all over the world fighting for what they believe is the right way to save human beings from the problems that are essentially human.


I am a nobody
Who are you?
Are you a Nobody too? (Emily Dickinson)

Monday, 3 March 2008

The month that wasn’t ...

Ha…it’s been a long time…the month of Feb just ebbed away with its leniency towards the leap year. Things are the same…fast paced and days of full immersion in the thing they call Life. I am completely drenched and from my mouth drip the essence of life. A drooling mouth with a hidden voracious appetite.
Oscars happened – my fav Ratatouille won the best picture award in the animation category. I fell in love with Marion Cotillard, the beautiful French dame who won the best actress Oscar and I started hating Elton John for making a remark in Larry King Live about the absence of good nominations in that category. I became more introspective after watching the new HBO series titled In Treatment. Dr Paul is just wonderful and Laura is lavishing (played by Melissa George). The show even inspired me to do a language exercise based on Conversation.
Valentine’s Day came to earth once again – Thank God…nothing much happened. But I watched a good movie that night which celebrated the beauty of friendship. I had read the book a few years back. The director of Finding Never land waves his filmy magic wand once again and there you have - The Kite Runner. A movie based on the best seller by the same name. It is haunting and true to the printed text. I think after Steven Spielberg, the only director who has got the knack of handling child artist is Marc Forster. I felt happy that day/night when I realized that I am in love with something deep inside me. It was also the day when The Hindu carried a thought provoking toon in its editorial page titled – Violentine’s Day – referring to the violence that rocked Mumbai based on the Marathi and North India dichotomy.

I lost my grandmother this month. This is all I have to say about her.

The marching month of March is here...
Many Promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep...

Sunday, 24 February 2008

Celebrating Grand/Motherhood

Times have changed and times are strange

Here I come, but I ain't the same

Mama, I'm coming home

Times gone by seem to be

You could have been a better friend to me

Mama, I'm coming home.

(Ozzy Osbourne – Greatest Hits)

Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun to Main, Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Meri Maa.

(Taare Zameen Par – Shankar Mahadevan)


Death struck again in our family maybe after a gap of two years. A ridiculous visitation which reminded everybody about the ultimate destination. My grandmother was an ordinary being who lived a cornered life in the corners of my ancestral home. Nothing much is known about her. (At least to me). She never told me stories or fed me with her hands. Going by stereotypical images of popular culture she was a bad grandma. Anyway who cares? Her life was hers and she left us with a handful of memories. This blog is dedicated to her and all the good people who loved her.

Above is given the lyrics from songs taken from the domain of my favourite songs. One is Ozzy singing about his home coming and the second from Aamir flick expressing the painful thoughts in a boy’s heart about himself and his mother. The first song is about a changed man and is filled with remorse and regret. He is talking about an irreversible situation. He is changed and even the times are changed. His mama is no more and only he has got (maybe) is a home filled with memories.

The second song is much more in depth when it comes to the emotional side. He is helpless and he is trying to reach out to his mother who never fully understood him. The song is more like a self-reflective character sketch. He is talking about his little life. The song and its singer's heart is at the right place and Sankar is the only singer who can infuse the magic into the lyrics. Hats off to him and to the other two – Loy and Ehasan.

Wednesday, 13 February 2008

Before You Kick The Bucket...

The Bucket List – Movie Review
The DVD cover was so beautiful that it captured my attention. I feel that it will be a shared feeling of all those who like good actors from Hollywood. I am referring to my favs Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman.
I admired Jack Nicholson in About Schmidt. Through his outstanding performance as the retired and widowed Mr Schmidt, he filled me with the feeling of catharsis. The humane part of the movie, when Schmidt sends 20 dollars to help a boy in Tanzania is touchy. At the end of the movie when he returns from his daughter who gets married against his wish, he finds a letter from this boy who thanks him for the little support he provided. I think that this scene is the purple patch of the movie.
Morgan Freeman became my fav actor in the year 2001 when the movie 'Driving Miss Daisy' was used as a visual text in Loyola, Chennai to teach English. It was a humble beginning but it soon developed into a deep admiration for one of the best actors that I have seen. I would like to quote the words of Mr Rick from Casablanca here “I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship". Thus started my lovely screen bonding with Morgan Freeman. I like him for his voice which he has used in Million Dollar Baby and Swashank Redemption. I am yet to listen to him in the academy award winning documentary – The March of The Penguins.
So it was true cinematic moment when these two actors came on the silver screen together in this movie which tells us to close our eyes and open our hearts. This is the story of two terminally ill patients who is given 6 months of life on this planet. They decide to have a ball of a time by doing things which they only had dreamt of doing. That’s the title of the movie – The Bucket List i.e. a things to do list that you prepare before you kick the bucket. The movie is a good entertainer and makes us realize the importance of living of our life to the fullest.

Thursday, 7 February 2008

Parumala Thirumeni - A Memoir

Parumala thirumeni is the patron saint of Syrian Jacobite Christians. Right from my childhood I am aware of his spiritual presence in my family.In my childhood,the plan to visit the church at Mannar was recieved with joy and anticipation. As a child I never understood the charisma of Parumala Thirumeni.
As I grew up I could see,hear and feel his presence. My close family members shared their moments of faith and belief in him. He always struck me as person who devoted much of his life to understand the teachings of Christ. He followed His footsteps and lead a simple life. He spent most of his time in prayers and he became the youngest Thirumeni in the Orthodox Church. Whenever I visit this hallowed spot I have felt that I am part of the life of a man whose message was simple but difficult to follow.
One week back I was at Mannar to become part of this space of faith. I realy felt peaceful and happy to be part of the evening prayers and I am sure that the memory of the same will keep me going for some time.
Thanks a lot Thirumeni...