I am kind of excited when I write this words coz the topic is close to my heart. I do not know whether I can really document the true spirit of music and its influence in my life. I owe a lot to my dad who is a true connoisseur of music. One object which he bought with his first salary was a gramophone record player. It is still there gathering dust in a corner of our house. Everybody has moved on to CDs and other digital gadgets. I also remember my friend Shenoy who used to share his cassettes with me. He is also the one who introduced me to western music. I have listened to George Michaels Wham – The Best a hundred times which had the lovely track – Last Christmas. Then it was Shenoy again who introduced me to one of my favourite band till date – MLTR. Shenoy moved away from our colony and I don’t know where he is now.
My Dad had even managed to find a place in the city of Calicut where they recorded music and rented cassettes for a nominal fee. If I remember it was 2rs per cassette. The name of the shop was Ragini Music. I used to make frequent trips to this shop and dad supported me irking my mom. Most of my evenings were spent sitting in front of the Fischer player either listening to radio or playing my favourite tape.
My love for western music took a new turn when DD2 started a trial transmission of MTV for two hours every evening. I became a voracious viewer. I still remember some songs which came in MTV during that period. Oasis with Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Enya – Time (which mom liked) and Michael Jackson’s Earth Song. I found a shop near Nadakkavu market which recorded music from CD. The shop name was CD FX.They charged a hefty 50 bucks for each cassette, but it was worth it. Jon Bon Jovi enthralled me with Its My Life and MJ with Heal the World. This is also the time when A.R Rehaman became part of my life. I also remember forcing my dad and mom to sit watch Yanni performing at the Taj Mahal
It is only after I started earning on my own that I got the freedom to buy music and try out new things. I owe a lot Sahaya Illam Chezhian who introduced me to the world of New Age music and Trance. He had a lovely collection and sometimes if he is in a good mood used to describe the songs to me. I still remember one CD which was titled – Chants of India by Ravi Sankar which he made me buy from Landmark – Chennai. It was worth buying. In many ways musically I owe a lot to Che (in Spanish it means mate or partner). I cannot forget the day when me and Che played Enigma – Principles of Lust on a stage that was supposed to be the altar for Maundy Thursday services at Loyola. Che also introduced me to the exciting world of movie soundtracks. The next person who influenced me was my own student – Manickvel. He used to do part time work at Music World at Spenser’s and he had a mammoth collection of songs. I used to sit with post midnight and record songs. We had planned project to record the songs of all artists according to the alphabetical order but some how the project got fizzled out. We started with Aerosmith, did BSB, Corrs, and then ended with Dire Straits.
At MCC, it was Shainu, Prince, and Vimal who shaped my musical sensibilities. Shainu and Vimal took me to the world of 70’s and 80’s of Western music with artists like Peter, Paul, and Mary, The Doors, Billy Joel. There is one person in MCC who is still a bachelor and is the greatest music lover I have ever met in my life. We all call him Suri sir. I like him for three things – First he is still a bachelor, second – he spends large sums of his salary to buy music and thirdly I like him for his possessiveness about his music collection. He never gave me music CD or a DVD, but still I do not have any grudges against him. He is the one who got hooked me into Travelling Wilburys and the legendary Beatles.
The more I got to know the world of music, I feel all the more deprived. I am more like Einstein who described himself as a small child standing on the shore of knowledge picking a pebble or two while the vast ocean of knowledge is stretched out in front of him.
Saturday, 14 June 2008
My Musical Journey
Friday, 13 June 2008
The Dreamers
I really could see the motive behind using the three characters, both Theo and Isabelle belongs to the base of a triangular relationship. Mathew occupies the head of the triangle and he serves more as a commentator or a kind of choral character. They complement each other but at the end, nothing even Mathew could not separate the twins – Theo and Isabelle.
Bertolucci's films are explorations into the human psyche. (Wikepedia). The title of the movie is very much indicative of this. Theo and Isabelle lives in a dream world filled with cinema images. It is also interesting to note that the corridor leading to Theo’s and Matthew’s rooms are narrow and mostly dark but lit up occasionally by red light. The movie is also worth watching for its depth study of the Classics. Even when Isabelle contemplates the act of suicide she got a cinematic image running in her mind. There is even heated argument between Theo and Matthew on whether Keaton or Chaplin is better. There is French culture splattered every where. Discussion about Godrad, French food – Ratatouille, literary books all makes the movie a cultural treat.
Bertolucci's discusses love and violence in this movies and he does it by showing love and lust intertwined. The movie was given a NC17 certificate in the US for its explicit portrayal of nudity and sex. I feel that the sexual scenes are beautifully portrayed and it is a visual treat. One scene which I fondly recollect is the scene that happens in Isabelle’s room, where she behaves likes Venus Adonis. I remember one line from the movie which made me think about my own life and human life in general. - 'There is nothing called as pure love, there are only proofs of love'
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
Samsara
Friday, 6 June 2008
The Lonely Individual and the Celluloid
My Best Photographs # 2
Dogs and cats always fascinate me. It is something which runs in my family. We had two German shepherds, one poodle, one Doberman and finally two Daschunds. My parents loved them so much that they use to make us jealous. Anyway, we were given the invaluable lesson in life that dogs and cats can be trusted more than a human being. My parents after the death of the daschunds stopped looking after dogs. They simply refused to buy a new puppy after that – the reason cited was that they cannot bear the pain caused by their death. I salute my parents for these Maneka Gandhi like thoughts. After some time months, since they were no dogs in our house, cats started visiting our house and they easily befriended my parents. I think they are there to stay. So this one in the photograph is named as ‘kuttapan’ which can be roughly translated into English as the smart one. Last night I heard from my Mom that Kuttapan got killed and was taken away my some street dog. The pain continues…
Thursday, 5 June 2008
My Best Photographs...Snap # 1
This snap had surprised me. I was pillion riding on my brother's bike and Naethan was seated on the fuel tank. He was strapped on to my bro's body. He is just 2 year old and likes to go for jaunts on my bro's bike. I am happy that the photograph clearly shows the excitement on his face. His face is captured in the mirror and the expression shows how he is engrossed in the sights and sounds around him.
How to get out of bad situations...
Below is given some ways we all can grapple with bad times in our lives. Human life is quite interesting and much more interesting is the fact that we ourselves create all the misery in this world - by our thoughts, actions, and by our behavior. So the problem solving part is quite easy because we ourselves are part of the problem and we should know the way out if we know the way in. I recommend the following for people who think life is choking them to inertia.
- Prepare yourself to take in the fact that the bad thing has happened and there is no point in spending too much time on that.
- You got every right to feel bad about the problem. Most of the times, there are only few problems for which you can find a solution all by yourself. Certain things and events are beyond your reach or control.
- Allow yourself to think about the situation not to feel about it. I am sure that the logical and analytical method will be helpful than shedding some tears or heaving some sighs.
- Listen to some instrumental music and try to get the music inside by closing your eyes.
- Read some books which will take you away from this world at least for some time.
- Take a walk and try to be aware of the sights and sounds around you as you walk.
- Talk to your friends about the problem or some other topics which are interesting. If nobody is around, talk to yourself. If you have a voice recording software with you, records your voice and document it.
- Look forward for something interesting, maybe a trip, a movie, a good dinner…
I have done the following in my life and if you succeed please drop me a line at jith77@gmail.com
The Measure of Cruelty
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
The Pain called Rain
Rain rain, go away,
Come again another day.
Little Johnny wants to play;
Rain, rain, go to Spain,
Never show your face again!
Children are always advised and cautioned to keep a safe distance from Rain. Rain is always portrayed as a ‘natural villain’. Because of the rain as children we had always missed some outdoor actions. To stay indoors (sans power) was a difficult experience. I cannot exactly recollect how many times my parents have cancelled outings citing rain as a wonderful reason.
A die hard cricket fan will hate a game which got cancelled due to rain. I feel that the Duckworth-Lewis method (D/L method) was invented to escape the cruel nature of the unnatural effect of this natural phenomenon.
My mother used to curse the rain especially when the clothes remain wet for days together. Even I hate the rain because of the frequent power cuts and for creating an eerie kind of atmosphere. Lightning’s and thunderstorms make the ambience spookier. The roads become slushy and inaccessible. The so called homeless ones will find it extremely difficult to cook something outdoors. Rainy season is also the time for a battalion of diseases. From a common cold the range of disease will extend to cholera. The public works department will have some difficulty to welcome as a romantic entity. The sewage gets clogged and they get lots of complaints. The Army, instead of fighting the enemy who is standing across the border will participate in relief operations and flood management.
Rainy season is also the time when TV is flooded with ads of umbrellas. Most of these ads show children playing in the rain and enjoying the act of splashing water on each other.. The way cinema handles and hyper-glorifies rain in a romantic way has some serious effects on the mind of people. The rain and the subsequent ‘kiss’ in the movie ‘Raja Hindustani’ stays in the psyche of the audience as exactly the producers of the movie wanted. I am sure that many would have seen the flick for that 'stolen kiss'. Rain is so unromantic that there should be re-thinking about these drops of water that comes from God-knows-from-where.
Saturday, 31 May 2008
Jane Austen and my Life...
The other day I had a chance reading of a saying on a book cover. It went something like this
Do not worry about the past.
Do not dream about your future.
Live in the present and enjoy the moment.
I was really excited about these words. This morning when I read the preface to the collected works of Jane Austen, I encountered the real Jane Austen which was quite different from the literary persona I had met in her novels. I felt really inspired reading about her past which was quite contrary to the essence of the saying which is quoted above. I feel that we should worry about our past, we should feel guilty about our past but we should not dwell on the past for quite long time. We should move on…
Like a roller in the ocean, life is motion
Move on
Like a wind that’s always blowing, life is flowing
Move on
Like the sunshine in the morning, life is dawning
Move on - (ABBA – Move on)
I am here reproducing the life of Jane Austen as I read in the book - The Complete Collection of Jane Austen . The persona who is behind all those great novels including Sense and Sensibility (which we Indians remember as Kandukondein Kandukondein starring awesome Aishwarya and terrific Tabu) is quite different.
Jane Austen, the modest, gentle – natured daughter of the rector of Stevenson...
Her short life could scarcely have been more uneventful. Apart from occasional visits to London, she lived entirely in peaceful rural or provincial surroundings, performing a seemingly uninterrupted round of domestic chores and polite social obligations. Few people in our modern age of rapid communications and strident media of mass entertainment could have hoped to achieve such complete, impenetrable isolation from the outside world.
What distinguished this girl from thousands of others of similar age, upbringing and social standing was the possession of uncommon intelligence and perception, and an even rarer literary ability which flowered into genius. The very seclusion which must have caused others to languish in boredom, and a few perhaps to seethe with rebellion was in her case a positive and indispensable asset. For it was in this unlikely environment that the young Jane Austen dedicated herself to writing, and produced six novels of manners as perfect in conception and execution as anything written before or since.
Her other occupations included helping around the house, sewing and needlework, writing letters, playing the piano and singing. She enjoyed indoor games, amateur theatricals and gardening and the occasional treats of picnics, parties and dances. Walking in the country, calling on sick friends, entertaining visitors, chatting with neighbors – doubtless each day was well –filled
Seated at her desk in the family sitting room, she created the world of the Dashwoods, the Woodhouses and the Ellliots, assumed a reality and a significance out of all proportion to ordinary world of Stevenson and Chawton.
Text Courtesy: The Complete Collection of Jane Austen
Friday, 30 May 2008
Love - Ideas for an audio monatge...

The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from common pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The diversity of meanings and the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to define. The concept of love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person. Religions and philosophers have attempted defining love in different ways. It is easy to see love as bonding with a person or a thing. Love is like air it is everywhere but it is hard to pin point that this is it. Scientists say that the amount of love that a person displays is mark of his/her mental health.
I have roughly divided the idea of love into three – First one is Love, then comes romantic possession and finally it is attachment. The first type is more sexual in nature or the attraction is more sexual or it involves sex-drive and bodily measurements. It is physical and it involves fleshy thoughts. We have different variations of the same in our culture. The second type of love is romantic obsession. This type involves romantic passion. This is a much more serious type of love and many see it as a gateway to marriage. Physical equations are applicable here also, but they are minimized. The third stage is attachment and this bonding lasts forever. Scientists have discovered that the chemical involved in this third stage is Oxytocin.
To understand the idea called love, we have placed it in the context of the development of a human child. The child is born into a world of love and care. The bond between the child and its mother is hyper- glorified and is used as a central motive in creative arts.
Bicycle, Computer, PlayStation and other electronic gadgets like ipods and mobile phones. Once the child reaches the stage of adulthood he becomes aware of the ‘other’ who invariably will be from the opposite sex. This is also the stage where the child becomes more narcissistic i.e. spend lots of time in loving himself / herself. The boy or the girl starts making friendship with others. Some of these friendships may develop into a love relationship which may end in a marriage.
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
Month of May, Movies, and Mayhem...
This month I have seen seven movies so far and most of them are infamous for their content and style. I watched two movies of Alfred Hitchcock, one from Stephen King, a documentary on Iraq and finally some other movies which really made me tense...
As I was signing in to post this blog I also came across a blog which seems to specialize in horror movies – see it for yourself at – http://www.finalgirl.blogspot.com/
Now to return to my world of movies and mayhem in the month of May, I will start with the Hitchcockian classics – Notorious and Rear Window. There was a hidden agenda when I bought these DVD’s. The first one had Ingrid Bergman in the lead. I was still under the influence of Casablanca where she had cast a scenic magic spell on me. So there were no second thoughts about this one. The second one had Grace Kelly in the lead. I have read the bio on her by James Spada and was waiting to watch her on the silver screen. So these two movies found their place in my movie kitty.
Stephen King is one of my fav authors and I have also enjoyed some of his screenplays – like Shawshank Redemption and The Green Mile. The Mist is a movie adaption of his short story which had the same name. It’s a tale of a group of shoppers who are caught in a store. They cannot come out since the whole area is engulfed by mist which contains you-name-it –you- have – it-kind of monsters/creatures
I also got a chance to watch a documentary which showcased the failed plans of the US government in Iraq. No End in Sight examines the real cause for this failure and does it in a systematic way. A well documented documentary.
Talking about documenting takes me into the next movie which was really good coz it gripped me in a way that even today as I prepare the effect remains. Cloverfield is a movie shot using a handy cam and it shows (documents) the life of five friends and a monster which attacks their city. The whole movie is told from the point of the camera which I think is the back bone of the movie.
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
Activities of a Lifetime...
Maybe it all started when I was a child, walking through the streets of Calicut. I made easy and quick rapport with people. Some of them were short lived and others exist even today. My parents were not quite happy with this tendency of mine. They like all other parents reprimanded me with the words of caution – NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS. My extra-gelling habit always became handy in my teachers profession. The only thing is that it sometimes it went beyond the limits and has led to many bad situations. The one involving the Rajasthan Episode and the other one involving the College Road remains stale and rotten in my memory.
At Loyola it was just the beginning… starting with newsletters me and student friends embarked on a journey beyond the classrooms. I really got the kick out of all these activities. As I write this blog, I am still counting the number of activities that I did in Loyola. If I arrange them first it was the class newsletters, then came the inter-class presentations, a lovely exhibition on world religion, the audio CD titled ADI, then the multimedia presentation titled – THE POWER OF ONE, audio-visual presentation based on Dominique Lapierre’s book – It was Five Past Midnight in Bhopal. All these projects were done through sheer team work and co-operation from my students.
When I came to MCC, it was time for action once again. Started with class newsletters and then into forming a club titled- Circle of Lightz. Under the aegis of this club, I did my first theater experiment based on the Diaries of Anne Frank. The play was titled as – Man – An Awakening. After two performances, one in the campus and the other one in Chennai city, the play and the crew became tired. The second theatrical presentation was based on Macbeth. Personally I liked this one because it was a small group and it was me who sponsored the whole project.
Then Libya happened. I felt little suffocated there. Conservative society. I cannot really blame them, I was a misfit there. Even though the situations were adverse I managed to bring out a newsletter titled – Humane writings… I think it was the newsletter that was published in the history of that university
Coming back to India, once again I plunged into action. Many of the projects are still in its formative stages. I will mention only one project which was completed – that’s the lab journal titled – CLL (Creations of Language Lab). Other projects are in the pipeline.
Monday, 19 May 2008
Divasvapna - Stage adaptation...
SCENE ONE:
The stage is empty.
Gijubhai enters from the left, he is dressed in Kurta and is got some books in his hand and is wearing a glass. He is in deep thought and is walking up and down the stage. Sometimes he stands in the center of the stage and writes down something in a frantic way. He faces the audience and says…
I believe that education is not about text books and writing exams…
For me education is a system where the student gets a chance to learn by participating and involving himself in a creative way…
I had read and thought about this kind of a system in a great deal, but I have no practical experience. Only then, I thought, would my ideas get shape and form; only then would they mature Time has come for me to act… Tomorrow I will meet the Education Officer and talk to him about my dream…
He walks out of the stage:
SCENE TWO
On the stage there is a table and chair and the Education Officer is seated, he is doing some paper work on his table, books and files are scattered.
Gijubhai enters from the left.
GB: Good morning sir.
EO: (looking up from his work) Morning
GB: Sir, I need your help.
EO: What Help?
GB: I need a classroom in the local school to conduct my experiments in education.
EO: What? Experiments in a classroom? This is the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life?
GB: Maybe it is funny; I am fully prepared to take up the challenge. I have complete confidence in myself.
EO: It is not as easy as you think; It is not like writing an article. You are going to face real problems. Hope you are aware of that.
GB: I am sure that with your support and blessing, I will be able to achieve success.
EO: Ok, then…All the best Mr. Gijubhai… here are the text books that you have to teach
for this academic year.
Gijubhai walks to the left and stands facing the audience. He holds the text book in one of hands and smiles... (In a sarcastic way)
SCENE THREE:
Music fades in (Ishaans Theme)
Gijubhai is seated on the floor, he is surrounded by books and papers, in his hand he has got a writing pad he is busily preparing notes, reading books and scratching his head. He is so focussed that he doesn’t mind the passage of time
(To show the passage of time, the narrator/somebody else walk up, down the stage with a clock in his hand it will start with 10pm, 11pm , 12midnight, 1pm, and then finally ) after some time he starts falling asleep. He finally surrenders to sleep and lies on the floor…
(Music fades out)
SCENE FOUR:
Students on the floor, some are running around, some are throwing paper balls, some sleeping and some are fighting with each other. The bell rings, there is no reaction from the class; they are continuing what they were doing.
The teacher enters with a cane, and chewing paan. He looks at the class and shouts Silence – You idiots…Silence…
No response from the students – they are still the same…
Silence – you morons… there is still no reaction…
Teacher sits on the chair and throws the books on the floor after which he opens his paan box takes out a paan and puts it in his mouth. He yawns and settles himself to sleep seated on the chair. Students continue with their activities. Meanwhile, two students come forward, and look at the teacher walking around him. They try pulling his hair and moustache. The teacher suddenly gets up from the chair searching for the naughty ones. They both hide behind the chair. The bell rings, the students leaves the classroom. The teacher sits in the chair and continues to sleep... (not to be continued)
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
My World of Strategy Games
We would do anything to escape from the mundane (sometimes mediocre) existence called life. For some this exit happens through ‘colored water’ (some call it booze) for others it is through sucking on the fire at the tip of a cigar (holy smoke). Escapism later on can become an addiction. Maybe, IPL can be considered as the latest entry in this search for an escape route. Interestingly for me, my escape route has not changed for the past few years. For the past ten years I am hooked on to strategy games. When I was a ‘financial parasite’ (feeding on the money from my parents hard earned savings) I used to spend a colossal amount playing strategy games in internet cafés. Some café owners where magnanimous enough that they used to give me a concession as I was not online. The game which got me really hooked on was The Age of Empires and the series that followed like Age of Kings and Age of Kings – Expansion. I loved the game for its rich texture and animation. Earlier I didn’t have a strategy to play the game, but as I progressed through the game I started devising strategies to defeat my opponent. Similarly I used cheat codes to gather resources and to convert my units to destructive weapons. Cheat codes were so handy that, you played with a ‘sadistic confidence’. When I got my own PC, age of empires became a kind of obsession. If my memory is accurate, one night I played for 6 hours. The game itself is a result of much research and planning. Anybody who is curious to know about the history will find enough material here for a research paper. I have become – Attila the Hun, Joan of Arc, Barbarossa, El Cid, Saladin and I felt that I was fighting a real war in the real world. The fascinating part of the game is the CGI; the birds that fly cast their shadows on the terrain below. The monk with his scepter or staff, the paladin and the trebuchet – all add to the majestic nature of the game.
These days I have made some progress in the field of strategy games. I have started playing – The Rise of Nations. Another strategy game which has got more options and richness. The game begins in the Classical age and then progresses to Information age in which you can have a nuclear missile shield. It is again a fascinating game where you can learn about the new art of war. It also has got campaigns by Alexander the great, Napoleon and a campaign where you can take role of a nation and conquer the whole world.
Some other games which I have enjoyed are – Project IGI, Hitman, Medal of Honour, Corvette and NFS series.
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Me, My Tales and the Olive Trees…
I am an old man and I live in Tarhuna. The English word ‘old’ is too short to describe my age. I do not have any grudges against the English people or their language. If at all I should be angry, it should be against the Italians not the English. I was born here and all my life I have lived in this small town, surrounded by hills. I do not have much to do in this place except maybe wait for Death. If, you, my dear reader, had noticed a tinge of self-pity in my voice please note that it is not self-pity. It is the voice of a man who has experienced much, has realized much in his life. Old people quite often are misunderstood. Please forgive me if I am talking too much about myself. It is a long time since I have talked to somebody. I am grateful to this writer who made me the central character of this story. It is not that I do not want to talk to people. They simply they do not have the time to listen to me. After the death of my wife Fathima, Oh! She was my best friend and the angel sent for me from heaven. I stopped talking to people. I lead a life of a recluse and kept all my words and thoughts to myself. It was only when I met the writer who told me to share my life that I started to speak out. After the death of my wife I became more of a listener than a speaker. I really am thankful to God for providing me with two ears and two eyes so that I can listen more and see more. Whatever I heard and saw became a tale. I have always felt that the whole world is made up of tales and Tarhuna was not different. It had its storehouse of tales and here I am ready with my tales.
Interestingly the first tale is my own tale or rather it involves me. I do not want to start with the usual way of narrating the tale, i.e. Once upon a time there lived… whenever I listen or read something like this. I feel sad. I feel as if the story happened in a different time and space. I was not there. But, the tale that I am going to tell you is still alive; I mean the characters and the location. It is all around me and I see it every day. The characters are not fairy creatures and the place is not a fantasy land, so far away so unimaginable.
I am walking on the streets of Tarhuna. This place is very familiar but at the same time, these days, it has become strange and alien to me. As a boy, I used to run through these streets feeling the cool breeze against my skin. As a teenager I felt self-conscious and walked with a manly gait conscious of the presence of the blue-eyed ‘hoories’ around me. Now it was during one of these gay sauntering that I saw Fathima for the first time. From that moment she became part of my life and she made me spent sleepless, sweat-love filled nights, and finally led me to clasp her hands in marriage. My walks through these streets continued even after marriage. Fathima always had enjoyed walking and we made the townspeople raise their eyebrows as socially it was not a normal thing to do. Some of them even branded us as the ‘Walking Couple’. This habit of us continued, undisturbed, till the day when Fathima fainted and had to be taken to the house in a cart wheel. She was pregnant and soon gave birth to a child. A boy named Ibrahim, now I felt that Allah decided to make me happy and sad at the same moment. Fathima left me and Ibrahim was given to me.
I used to oscillate between these two feelings for a quite long time after that. Whenever I felt sad thinking about Fathima, Ibrahim would lift up my spirits and filled me with the re-assuring spirit to live once again. I am thankful to Allah for allowing me to draw only momentary inspiration from my son Ibrahim for I knew that he would not be there with me always. I like to compare to him to a wild horse that is just waiting for his time and space to surge forward, never to return.
Thus I walk the streets, alone, once again…
Now the reader should not feel that I have finished telling my story. I have taken enough liberties from the writer to say the tale the way I wanted it to be told.
Tuesday, 29 April 2008
The Barber Image in Popular Culture - Part Two
I think that the barber is an indispensable character in real life and in the domain of art. As I was doing some investigation into this indelible persona I came to know that SRK is all poised to don an important role in the movie - Billu Barber (which is a remake of the Mallu flick).
Now some trivia regarding the profession of a Barber -
A barber (from the Latin barba, "beard") is someone whose occupation is to cut any type of hair, give shaves, and trim beards. In previous times, barbers also performed surgery and dentistry .In more recent times, with the development of safety razors and the increasing rarity of beards, most barbers primarily cut hair. (Thank you ...Wikepedia for this trivia)
If I am to share my personal reflection on ‘this man with the sharp razor in his hand’, the first thing that pops into my mind is the face of Mr. Jeeva who has cut my hair since I became eligible for that act. He got his own salon which is a simple room. Normally it used to be crowded and customers are expected to wait. I remember as a child ( and even today) enjoying the act of waiting coz Jeeva used to subscribe to film magazines and I enjoyed reading them. Now things have changed he is got a TV installed in his shop along with a FM radio device. Jeeva himself has not changed much. He’s got that special knack of doing his job which makes most of his customers relaxed and unperturbed. Even today if I want a hair cut I make it point to sit under the watchful eyes and skilled hands of Jeeva. We both kind of developed a personal bond with each other. He used to talk about his family, how his son is not that interested in continuing the profession, about his old age and failing eye sight.
There is a trust that develops between the barber and his client. When you are subjected to a hair cut or shave you are both unarmed and helpless. The barber can do whatever he wants to physically wound you. Even the expression in English language which means – a close shave might have originated from this situation. But as the General in the story – Just Lather, That’s all says – " They told me that you'd kill me. I came to find out. But killing isn't easy. You can take my word for it.” . There are some barbers whom I have met who talk incessantly – I think they possess a tongue which is sharper than the knife which they are holding in their hand. I remember the one in Tarhuna (North Africa, Libya) who being of the fact that I cannot speak Arabic spoke a lot when he did the act of cutting and shaving. Hopefully a barber (demon barber) like Sweeny Todd (or like the demon barber in one of Sherlock Holmes mystery stories) should never surface on this planet earth.
Monday, 28 April 2008
April is the movie-est month..




April is the cruelest month according to T.S Eliot…
It is the month of regeneration according to Chaucer…
For me this was the month of movie fever when I watched new movies and re-watched some of my favourite movies. Most of the movies were in the 2008 Academy Awards rat race. I am fortunate to have discovered the ‘secret place’ in B’lore from where I was able to get all these movies. It is like a ‘cinema firdouse’ for me…
So for me april was the movie-est month...
Thursday, 24 April 2008
Book Talk Script - My Village, My Sacred Land....by Anna Hazare
The Presentation:
To know a fellow Indian, to know India, to know ourselves…
Over-populated cities (especially the 4 metros)
Displacement / Refuges in our own land.
MBA redefined/ to look at the other side/ to take the road less travelled.
Corporate culture/ becoming a dead fish when you are young/ world of pink slips.
Concept of rural management/ social entrepreneur/ social engineering/the ‘real’ people management.
The Book:
Number of pages – 143
Published on March, 2003
Translated from Marathi into English.
37 chapters
Front cover and back cover description.
Three quotable quotes on the inside front and back cover- (RS 1, 2, & 3)
What’s on the blurb?
Candid/ Authentic / Inspiring
The Making of the book (page # 9)
Anna Hazare - His Philosophy of life:
His early life – born Jan 15, 1940/education- seventh class/ flower business/ prosperity/bad company/ joined the army/aimlessness in life/suicide/1965-the bombing incident/ rebirth/retired from army/ returned to Ralegan Siddhi/model village.
Three major influences in his life –
§ Swami Vivekananda – ‘Call to the Youth for Nation Building’/ Suicide/Bachelor struggles.
§ Gandhiji – school grant & fasting/open grazing.
§ Achyutrao Patwardhan – removal of ego/ no ‘I’ or no ‘mine’ (RS 4)
Influence of Swami Vivekananda and other saints (RS 5, 6, 7)
Social work is a religious ritual in itself (RS 8)
The importance of sacrifice (RS 9)
The need to have a goal in your life (RS 10)
His message for the young generation (RS 11)
The Village:
It was – (RS 12)
It is - Starting with the re-building of the temple/ Watershed development/Restoring the green cover/Uprooting alcoholism/Milk production/Education for living/Removal of untouchability/Collective marriages/Gram Sabha/Village Birthday.
Today Anna has almost acquired the stature of a saint. He donated his land for the hostel building. He gives his pension money to the village fund. A confirmed bachelor, he lives in the village temple with a bare minimum of personal belongings. He eats simple food normally cooked for the hostel boys. This moral authority growing out of his selfless life has made him an unquestioned leader of the village.
Exercise
Creating your own ideal village
Writing a short and sensible message to Anna HazareThe Presentation:
To know a fellow Indian, to know India, to know ourselves…
Over-populated cities (especially the 4 metros)
Displacement / Refuges in our own land.
MBA redefined/ to look at the other side/ to take the road less travelled.
Corporate culture/ becoming a dead fish when you are young/ world of pink slips.
Concept of rural management/ social entrepreneur/ social engineering/the ‘real’ people management.
The Book:
Number of pages – 143
Published on March, 2003
Translated from Marathi into English.
37 chapters
Front cover and back cover description.
Three quotable quotes on the inside front and back cover- (RS 1, 2, & 3)
What’s on the blurb?
Candid/ Authentic / Inspiring
The Making of the book (page # 9)
Anna Hazare - His Philosophy of life:
His early life – born Jan 15, 1940/education- seventh class/ flower business/ prosperity/bad company/ joined the army/aimlessness in life/suicide/1965-the bombing incident/ rebirth/retired from army/ returned to Ralegan Siddhi/model village.
Three major influences in his life –
§ Swami Vivekananda – ‘Call to the Youth for Nation Building’/ Suicide/Bachelor struggles.
§ Gandhiji – school grant & fasting/open grazing.
§ Achyutrao Patwardhan – removal of ego/ no ‘I’ or no ‘mine’ (RS 4)
Influence of Swami Vivekananda and other saints (RS 5, 6, 7)
Social work is a religious ritual in itself (RS 8)
The importance of sacrifice (RS 9)
The need to have a goal in your life (RS 10)
His message for the young generation (RS 11)
The Village:
It was – (RS 12)
It is - Starting with the re-building of the temple/ Watershed development/Restoring the green cover/Uprooting alcoholism/Milk production/Education for living/Removal of untouchability/Collective marriages/Gram Sabha/Village Birthday.
Today Anna has almost acquired the stature of a saint. He donated his land for the hostel building. He gives his pension money to the village fund. A confirmed bachelor, he lives in the village temple with a bare minimum of personal belongings. He eats simple food normally cooked for the hostel boys. This moral authority growing out of his selfless life has made him an unquestioned leader of the village.
Exercise
Creating your own ideal village
Writing a short and sensible message to Anna Hazare
Monday, 21 April 2008
The Character of the Barber in the Popular Culture...
Now the short story...Just Lather, That's All...
Born and educated in Bogotá, Téllez entered very early the world of journalism with which he is primarily identified having been on the staff of some of Colombia's most popular newspapers and magazines. It was not until 1950 with the publication of his short-story collection Cenizas al viento, that his name became more widely known. His tragicomic tales evidence the keen and extremely sensitive observer of contemporary life and more particularly of the anguishing reality of his native country. (Translated by Donald A. Yates)
He said nothing when he entered. I was passing the best of my razors back and forth on a strop. When I recognized him I started to tremble. But he didn't notice. Hoping to conceal my emotion, I continued sharpening the razor. I tested it on the meat of my thumb, and then held it up to the light. At that moment be took off the bullet-studded belt that his gun holster dangled from. He hung it up on a wall hook and placed his military cap over it. Then be turned to me, loosening the knot of his tie, and said, "It's hot as bell. Give me a shave." He sat in the chair. I estimated be bad a four-day beard. The four days taken up by the latest expedition in search of our troops. His face seemed reddened, burned by the sun. Carefully, I began to prepare the soap. I cut off a few slices, dropped them into the cup, mixed in a bit of warm water, and began to stir with the brush. Immediately the foam began to rise. "The other boys in the group should have this much beard, too." I continued stirring the lather. "But we did all right, you know. We got the main ones. We brought back some dead, and we've got some others still alive. But pretty soon they'll all be dead." "How many did you catch?" I asked. "Fourteen. We had to go pretty deep into the woods to find them. But we'll get even. Not one of them comes out of this alive, not one." He leaned back on the chair when he saw me with the lather-covered brush in my hand. I still had to put the sheet on him. No doubt about it, I was upset. I took a sheet out of a drawer and knotted it around my customer's neck. He wouldn't stop talking. He probably thought I was in sympathy with his party. "The town must have learned a lesson from what we did the other day," he said. "Yes," I replied, securing the knot at the base of his dark, sweaty neck. "That was a fine show, eh?" "Very good," I answered, turning back for the brush. The man closed his eyes with a gesture of fatigue and sat waiting for the cool caress of the soap. I had never had him so close to me. The day he ordered the whole town to file into the patio of the school to see the four rebels hanging there, I came face to face with him for an instant. But the sight of the mutilated bodies kept me from noticing the face of the man who had directed it all, the face I was now about to take into my hands. It was not an unpleasant face, certainly. And the beard, which made him seem a bit older than he was, didn't suit him badly at all. His name was Torres. Captain Torres. A man of imagination, because who else would have thought of hanging the naked rebels and then holding target practice on certain parts of their bodies? I began to apply the first layer of soap. With his eyes closed, be continued. "Without any effort I could go straight to sleep," he said, "but there's plenty to do this afternoon." I stopped the lathering and asked with a feigned lack of interest: "A firing squad?" "Something like that, but a little slower." I got on with the job of lathering his beard. My bands started trembling again. The man could not possibly realize it, and this was in my favor. But I would have preferred that he hadn't come. It was likely that many of our faction had seen him enter. And an enemy under one's roof imposes certain conditions. I would be obliged to shave that beard like any other one, carefully, gently, like that of any customer, taking pains to see that no single pore emitted a drop of blood. Being careful to see that the little tufts of hair did not lead the blade astray. Seeing that his skin ended up clean, soft, and healthy, so that passing the back of my hand over it I couldn't feel a hair. Yes, I was secretly a rebel, but I was also a conscientious barber, and proud of the preciseness of my profession. And this four-days' growth of beard was a fitting challenge. I took the razor, opened up the two protective arms, exposed the blade and began the job, from one of the sideburns downward. The razor responded beautifully. His beard was inflexible and hard, not too long, but thick. Bit by bit the skin emerged. The razor rasped along, making its customary sound as fluffs of lather mixed with bits of hair gathered along the blade. I paused a moment to clean it, then took up the strop again to sharpen the razor, because I'm a barber who does things properly. The man, who had kept his eyes closed, opened them now, removed one of his hands from under the sheet, felt the spot on his face where the soap had been cleared off, and said, "Come to the school today at six o'clock." "The same thing as the other day?" I asked horrified. "It could be better," he replied. "What do you plan to do?" "I don't know yet. But we'll amuse ourselves." Once more he leaned back and closed his eyes. I approached him with the razor poised. "Do you plan to punish them all?" I ventured timidly. "All." The soap was drying on his face. I had to hurry. In the mirror I looked toward the street. It was the same as ever: the grocery store with two or three customers in it. Then I glanced at the clock: two-twenty in the afternoon. The razor continued on its downward stroke. Now from the other sideburn down. A thick, blue beard. He should have let it grow like some poets or priests do. It would suit him well. A lot of people wouldn't recognize him. Much to his benefit, I thought, as I attempted to cover the neck area smoothly. There, for sure, the razor had to be handled masterfully, since the hair, although softer, grew into little swirls. A curly beard. One of the tiny pores could be opened up and issue forth its pearl of blood. A good barber such as I prides himself on never allowing this to happen to a client. And this was a first-class client. How many of us had he ordered shot? How many of us had he ordered mutilated? It was better not to think about it. Torres did not know that I was his enemy. He did not know it nor did the rest. It was a secret shared by very few, precisely so that I could inform the revolutionaries of what Torres was doing in the town and of what he was planning each time he undertook a rebel-hunting excursion. So it was going to be very difficult to explain that I had him right in my hands and let him go peacefully -alive and shaved. The beard was now almost completely gone. He seemed younger, less burdened by years than when he had arrived. I suppose this always happens with men who visit barber shops. Under the stroke of my razor Torres was being rejuvenated-rejuvenated because I am a good barber, the best in the town, if I may say so. A little more lather here, under his chin, on his Adam's apple, on this big vein. How hot it is getting! Torres must be sweating as much as I. But he is not afraid. He is a calm man, who is not even thinking about what he is going to do with the prisoners this afternoon. On the other hand I, with this razor in my hands, stroking and re-stroking this skin, trying to keep blood from oozing from these pores, can't even think clearly. Damn him for coming, because I'm a revolutionary and not a murderer. And how easy it would be to kill him. And he deserves it. Does be? No! What the devil! No one deserves to have someone else make the sacrifice of becoming a murderer. What do you gain by it? Nothing. Others come along and still others, and the first ones kill the second ones and they the next ones and it goes on like this until everything is a sea of blood. I could cut this throat just so, zip! zip! I wouldn't give him time to complain and since he has his eyes closed he wouldn't see the glistening knife blade or my glistening eyes. But I'm trembling like a real murderer. Out of his neck a gush of blood would spout onto the sheet, on the chair, on my hands, on the floor. I would have to close the door. And the blood would keep inching along the floor, warm, ineradicable, uncontainable, until it reached the street, like a little scarlet stream. I'm sure that one solid stroke, one deep incision, would prevent any pain. He wouldn't suffer. But what would I do with the body? Where would I hide it? I would have to flee, leaving all I have behind, and take refuge far away, far, far away. But they would follow until they found me. "Captain Torres' murderer. He slit his throat while he was shaving him a coward." And then on the other side. "The avenger of us all. A name to remember. (And here they would mention my name.) He was the town barber. No one knew he was defending our cause." And what of all this? Murderer or hero? My destiny depends on the edge of this blade. I can turn my hand a bit more, press a little harder on the razor, and sink it in. The skin would give way like silk, like rubber, like the strop. There is nothing more tender than human skin and the blood is always there, ready to pour forth. A blade like this doesn't fail. It is my best. But I don't want to be a murderer, no sir. You came to me for a shave. And I perform my work honorably. . . . I don't want blood on my hands. Just lather, that's all. You are an executioner and I am only a barber. Each person has his own place in the scheme of things. That's right. His own place. Now his chin bad been stroked clean and smooth. The man sat up and looked into the mirror. He rubbed his hands over his skin and felt it fresh, like new. "Thanks," he said. He went to the hanger for his belt, pistol and cap. I must have been very pale; my shirt felt soaked. Torres finished adjusting the buckle, straightened his pistol in the holster and after automatically smoothing down his hair, he put on the cap. From his pants pocket be took out several coins to pay me for my services. And he began to bead toward the door. In the doorway he paused for a moment, and turning to me he said: "They told me that you'd kill me. I came to find out. But killing isn't easy. You can take my word for it.” And he headed on down the street.
Thursday, 17 April 2008
Over the Edge
Loose and free, shaking off the pleasant clutch.
The numbing cool free breeze hitting the fragmented visage.
Chopping off the dense and thick memory foliage.
Hands forgot the sense of having a grip.
Every molecule engaged in the effortless downward trip.
Bright and dark interspersed in this oceanic motion.
Thrown into the void are the verbal senses of friction and caution.
In the fall there is a rise and in that rise there is a fall.
The same sides of two different coins on a ledge.
and the coins too are going over the edge.....
Tuesday, 15 April 2008
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Review
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time is authored by Mark Haddon. The words which really got me hooked on to the book were printed in the back cover (Blurb) – “Christopher John Francis Boone knows all the countries of the world and their capitals and every prime number up to 7,057. He relates well to animals but has no understanding of human emotions. He cannot stand to be touched. And he detests the color of Yellow”. I liked the author because he is doing something which I really wanted to in my life – He teaches Creative Writing. Also as ‘a young man Haddon worked with autistic individuals’
The story is about Christopher who plays the detective (inspired by Sherlock Holmes) to solve the ‘murder’ (or shall we call it dogicide) of the poodle Wellington (inspired by The Hound of the Baskervilles). He is a persistent detective and the moment he finds out who killed Wellington the story takes a different turn. When Christopher realizes that his dad was the one…oops (I know that it is a spoiler…anyway who cares) he decides to leave for London to stay with his mom. The narrative ends with Christopher getting ready for the further A-level exams. That’s about the story.
Now reading this book was a different experience. First of all it dealt with a boy who has got a special ability. His world is different from ours and the author has truly done a marvelous task of making the reader empathize with the boy and his mind. It is so beautifully done that the words fails to recapture that feeling. I would like to quote one part of the book which talks about Christopher’s journey to London.
“And I looked out of the window and we were going past factories and scarp yards full of old cars and there were 4 caravans in a muddy field with 2 dogs and some clothes hanging up to dry. And outside the window it was like a map, except that it was in 3 dimensions and it was life-size because it was the thing it was a map of”
Hope one day you will befriend Christopher...
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Saturday, 5 April 2008
Four types of Learners
I have made it a point to consume little of the media. I think too much media will kill you. the only media which I am voraciously consuming these days are the Podcasts. I am sure that one day I will write about my podcasting experience. the words below are taken from the Hindu – India’s national newspaper. It was an eye-opener for me. I am sure that the article will help any teacher who is interested in the art of learning.
Four types of Learners:
Categorization of learning styles is one devised by Honey and Mumford who have further based their four categories of learners based on Kolb’s Learning style Model. Let’s begin with action. these are known as the ‘activists’. Activists like action and are enthusiastic individuals. they are eager to do tasks and activities. Games, and exercises excite the activist so the course for this type of learner will have to be action packed, with activities that involve direct interaction, games, discussions, competions and debate. Not everyone likes activity.
some like to sit back and reflect and hence are known as ‘reflectors’. the study shows that this kind of learning is the mater observer. they watch and collect data, analyse and then draw conclusions or reflect. they probably learn best from examples and by simply watching and listening to others.
A similar group would be the ‘theorist’. However the theorist may delve in greater detail on graphs, and diagrams.
After all the thinking, reflecting and theorizing, comes the ‘pragmatist’. this is the practical worker. He likes to see the practicality and the direct end result of everything hence this kind of learner., likes to learn new techniques and applications and try them out to see their usability. He isn’t fond of discussion and debate, but would rather see examples, case studies and their conclusions.
The Hindu
March 26, 2008
Uzma Hyder
Thursday, 3 April 2008
New Learning and the New Learners

Learning is a continuous process but learners will cease to be learners after some time in their life. I am a teacher for the past nine years of my life. Teaching is other side of the coin called my life. Classrooms are my dreamscape. Like prostitution teaching is one of the world’s oldest professions. Both the professions have helped mankind to remain sane without losing the grip over logic. Maybe these days the borders that separate them are slowly melting away.
I do not want to be rude or sarcastic. I am still a teacher who believes that education is well done when it is made self-driven. Self learning is the best learning- goes the old saying. Like the self-made business man played by Daniel Day Lewis’s in the movie – ‘There will be Blood’ – it is healthier for a learner to become a self-seeker. The more he depends on his teachers the less he will use his innate skills and talents. Every teacher wants to play TZP Aamir Khan in real life pulling the child out of his cocoon. It is always good to give it a try but even a teacher has got his limits. He cannot be pushed hard. He is fully human and fully alive.
Students today seem to run after many things, they are so worried about the future; their perspective on campus life has changed. The most alarming thing about them is that they have lost the courage to stand alone. They have become highly dependant on others for ideas, opinions, and information (not knowledge). I have my strong feelings against these dependent characters. I am aware that I cannot demand that my students behave exactly the way I want them to behave. The only thing that I demand from them is that they should think and act for themselves.
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
The Meaning of Home
Then I came out of the hostel life and became part of the Hall culture at MCC. Nothing much to say about that part of my life.
Today as I read the news about the Tibetan exiles fighting for their homeland, I feel little worried. Tibet is their Home. They seem to have forgotten the underlying rules of their homeland when they started their recent fights against the Chinese Government. In the movie Seven Years in Tibet, Lhasa is described as the Home of the Dalai Lama. He is the spiritual and social leader for the Tibetans. He represents the Non-violent and Buddhist tradition which has shaped the Tibetan way of life.
Home also has got a connotation of Death. In the movie Gladiator, Russell Crowe frequently talks about his home – a place where his wife and child is waiting for him. It is not on this planet. It is somewhere in the heavens, beyond this mundane existence.
Sarabjit wants to return home. His daughters and wife are waiting for him. I have felt the value of home when I stayed outside India for one year. I think it is not the place that is important; it is a kind of feeling which is highly fragmented. I came back and I had dosai after a gap on 12 months I experienced that feeling. When I got into the train that will take me home I felt that I was moving towards a familiar place. So it is not just the physical space that we call as home but it also any feeling with which you are comfortable with. Some people feel they are at home with other people. I guess that’s how love happens when somebody feels comfortable with somebody else.
People are worried about their homes
In their mind it creates many familiar forms
A journey and a destination without a pause
I am sure about the end of all these farce
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
My Copy for the College Brochure - i enjoyed creating it...
We offer YOU an excellent learning atmosphere which includes a well-stocked central library, a state of the art multimedia lab with 20 Apple I Mac systems; a CALT (Computer Assisted Language Training) based Language Lab, a modern Television Studio, and a full-fledged Community Radio Station.
YOU will also be assisted, guided and trained by our committed faculty in the different aspects of Print media, Electronic media, Multimedia, and Web Journalism. SSCMS is a Wi-Fi enabled campus with an uninterrupted Internet connectivity which will make your learning a borderless experience.
At SSCMS learning is a participative and an interactive activity. YOU will be part of group discussions, seminars, producing lab journals and workshops. Academic life in SSCMS is a convergence of curricular, co-curricular and extra-curricular activities.
Courses offered: (Brown, Comic sans Font 12)
SSCMS offers two academic programs at the post graduate level which almost covers the whole gamut of media studies.
MS Communication:
This programme is designed for graduates who wish to follow a career in Journalism. YOU will be given specialized training in reporting, editing, and other aspects of Print Journalism coupled with a workable knowledge of TV, Radio, and Online Journalism. The course is equivalent to MA in Journalism and Mass Communication which is offered in most of the Universities. You will be trained in the art of newspaper making which includes designing the layout and positioning using Corel Draw and Adobe Page Maker. MS Communication is a tetra semester program which covers the following topics…
· Media Research
· Video Editing Techniques
· Film Communication
· Corporate Communication
M.sc Electronic Media: (Brown, Comic sans Font 12)
This two year course prepares YOU to build a career in Television and Radio Journalism. The tetra semester programme will also cover various multimedia skills which includes Animation and Graphic designing employing software’s like Adobe Photoshop, 3D Max, Final Cut Pro and Adobe Premier.
Eligibility:
Any good bachelor degree from a recognised institution with a minimum of 50% mark.
A relaxation of 5% marks given to students belonging to SC/ST and Category I.
Post SSCMS Scenario:
Based on your academic score and personal skills you will get immediate placements in any regional and national newspapers or magazines. You can also be part of any TV channels or Radio channels.



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